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2010-05-14T19:33:00.001+08:00

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2010-04-19T14:35:00.004+08:00

Its been a week that I don't know how I passed by. Living like in a dream... Not really sober I guess!

Genting trip was so-so. Didn't really manage to stay alone and relax like what I have planned to. They just wanted me to tag along to Casino. But anyway, no-win no-lose la. I bought stuffs, I eat my fav Marybrown & not forgetting my Starbucks too... Only thing is - tired!!!

Nothing much to talk about this trip except that I missed Darling very much. He returns from BKK on Friday and I left on the same day. And didn't see each other since Sunday. Was it long? Is it ok to not seeing your loves one for so long? Or is it not long at all? I wonder wonder wondering... Sigh!!!

I think I am just being too emotional, there's nothing wrong in not catching up for days between couples. Is that right? Whatever it is, I just hope this won't became a 习惯 cos it's definitely not healthy.

Feeling soooooo don'tknowhowtodescribe... Anyway, I am still me. 独一无二的 :D (That's what I think) But please friends, come forward and tell me if you think I have changed. Better or more jialat? 旁观者清!!! All comments welcome... :DD

2010-04-15T13:40:00.003+08:00

THREE Months.

& iloveyou ~!!!

I am half regret and am also glad that I have spilled it all out. First of all, at least it's no longer in my heart. But at the same time I knew that the 伤害 is already there... Whatever it is, I have decided to erase all this from my mind, from me. But if the outcome isn't what I have expected, I really have got nothing more to say le. :)))

love&alwayswill!!!

2010-04-06T10:48:00.005+08:00

Hooray!!! Desktop back to life. Was just grumbling about it yesterday and Dr Lawrence bought it back to life for me. :))) So lesson learnt, never never only listen to one person, always get a second opinion. Lucky we never 傻傻 really believe that it's motherboard problem. But anyway although I am very excited but I still didn't abuse it, didn't hang online till very late but slept early. :D

Currently my lappy is with Dr Lawrence, told him if can cure then good but if can't... die die also must help me retrieve my pics and documents in there... LOLx... I wanted my Chat Logs with xxx, it's a sweet & nice memory. A very BIG THANK YOU TO DR.LAWRENCE!!!

After the happy issue... There comes something not too fascinating... Why must human always be so 烦??? It just seems like every other day I will get to know something that I really do not wish to know, hear something that I do not wish to hear, etc etc etc... It's really pressurize... And I really wonder why??? Why are there so many comments??? Now I understand what people used to say, peer pressure... I am not so unreasonable to just want things in my own way but can't I just follow my heart and do what I want??? So long I don't hurt others can le ma... :((( Why Why Why???

我是真的真的很烦呀 but yet I don't want to or perhaps lazy to talk to anyone. I think so far everyone around me share the same instint - NEGATIVE. Sighhhh!!! I just wanna be fair. The one up "there", can you please do something? And the one "down here", will you also do something? Proves to me that they are wrong?

2010-04-05T15:46:00.003+08:00

It's been 2 weeks... There's suppose to be another HK trip from 1st - 5th April but Darling couldn't defer his ICT so it's cancelled. So miss the 鲜虾云吞面，甜品，鸡蛋仔, etc... Misses everything in Hk. :(

Hmmm... This 2 weeks, attended 1 Baby Shower cum ROM (Michelle) & 1 ROM (Cousin). watched Just another Pandora's Box *No meaning but very very funny show* & eh... no more &. Just 1 show. But there's so much coming movie I wanna watch, like Kick Ass, Clash of the Titans, Date Night and so many many more.

Ansd sighhhh... The desktop I mentioned, is only alive with me for 4 nights (which I only fully enjoyed 1 nigh) then pronounce dead le. Am I so suay? Everything touches my hand then dead? I so hate myself. So upset. :(((

Now Darling stuck in camp, if he cannot come out then he can't pass me lappy and I will be bored to death. No Darling + No Lappy = DEAD. :( I am already so bored now, sobz sobz sobz...

Haiya... wei shen me zhe me bu xiao xin??? *shake head* Hope everything is fine. So lazy to even blog now. Ta'cha!!!

2010-03-25T10:00:00.000+08:00

Caught a movie with Cousin Jo yesterday. Another 1st time for us. LOLx. I didn't update when we have our 1st chilled out think 2 Friday ago... It was an enjoyable night thou I got drunk. :)

Watched "When in Rome" at The Grand Cathay. Nice Romance Comedy. Went to Indochine with her later to R & R and at the same time waiting for Darling to drop by. Just a simple night. Oh and, I am on MC today yet still can Movie and drink right? BAD GAL, I knew it. :) you can't beat me, join me! LOLx

Not sure what's gone over me, I have type 3 post and del'ed. When I finally start with this post, my mind went blank. Don't know what to type. Hmmm... I thought Rena says the flu tablet can make me alert instead of drowsy but yet, it clears everything out of my mind. LOLx.

Alright, I shall update again when my desktop is up at home. Gonna do a revamp on my blog too. Meanwhile, don't be mistaken. I am not in low morale or anything. I am fine or should I say, very very fine. This is the truth. :)

Looking forward to catching up with you soon, you know who you are. Tata...

2010-03-23T16:28:00.002+08:00

Today is definitely not my day...

Start the morning with a heavy downpour... And a ... ... ...! Ok, I don't want to talk about that cos it's affecting me even till now. Things just get from bad to worse. I totally give up since I don't know how to handle.

Drop and spoiled 2 lighter... So pissed off. 1 is a fav lighter, the other one is just bought not too longer ago... Sighhhh... Why must everyday be so 惊喜? Everyday sure got surprise. I felt like my heart is getting too weak for it le. 放过我吧！我不玩了。

2010-03-22T14:39:00.003+08:00

It's been some time since I last blogged... Been 2 weekends le. Hmmm... What does my reader wanna know? How have I been, still alive & in one piece or how's my relationship? LOLx...

Caught 2 movies over these 2 weekends, they're Valentine's Day & 孔子. As for me, everything is fine... Work is as usual, life didn't really change. All might be happy to know that I no longer hangs around pubs every night after work, indulging with all the unhealthy liquid. :) Apparently I am very happy that I no longer lead such lifestyle, guess I have mentioned not long ago.

Relationship, it's stable. There's definitely ups & downs but not as exciting as Roller Coaster. At some moments, I do have negative thoughts which probably because I have lack of confidence? Since when have I become so.... erm... @#$%^&. Don't know how to phrase it. Other then that, I should say, quite peaceful. Is this consider good? :))) Just be contented ba. That's what I constantly reminds myself now.

It's so freaking easy for one to go off track and take the others for granted. I did work hard everyday reminding myself, not to take things for granted, not to take him for granted. It's not easy though... LOLx... Because every action, decision, statement, you do, say or even think... You have to stop for a seconds to double confirm if this should be the right way. I don't know... I am not a pro, neither am I angel. I will make mistake. But all I wanted is to put in effort and make things happen. Make it last. But of course not by force.

GBM!!! GBU!!!

2010-03-14T13:15:00.002+08:00

It's the heart... It hasn't been feeling very comfortable for the past whole week... Perhaps I forgotten I ever felt such before but nonetheless it seems new to me. Unable to describe it and so couldn't confined to anyone, that's sucks...

Apparently, it's just some discomfort when things starts taking a change. I haven't got used to this changes nor expecting it hence I am feeling such. Finally I realised it's just a little assurance that I needed to calm the heart down...

Although nothing much have been done and I jolly well knows that nothing will change. But I am glad that even when no words are being mentioned, the heart did the job well. It has all calmed down now. People do side track and just needed the right person to guide them back to the right path, it doesn't take much time or energy so just do it... :0

I am all fine and a happy gal again... THANKS!!!

2010-03-09T18:25:00.005+08:00

I am not going to blog anymore back dated entry le... I am so sick and tired of recalling the incident. I don't wanna complain anymore the frustration without having a lap/desktop at home. It's fucking sickening...

Other then that, the reason for not doing so is also because I wanna let all the past be a past. Regardless it's a good / bad memories, I do not want to keep it anymore. Everyday shall be a brand new day for me to look forward to, more good things / news coming my way. I will never stop for even a secs for anyone anymore. All those that have ever left a foot print in my life is more then enough for me to absorb.

Whether or not I am happy with my current life, I will not complain anymore. If there's any defect, I will try all ways and means to make it better instead of plain complaining. Thus, Action speaks louder then words. When thing isn't going the right way / direction, instead of sitting down there looking at it sink deeper, why not just make thing right? Together, I believe we can make it back to the right path. Have confident in me just like I do in you.

My thoughts for the day. After a terrible dream, I suppose instead of fearing over it, I shall grow stronger after it. No one can beat me except for myself. I know I will always have your support. Leaving for Starbucks now. I need a coffee of relaxation. :D

I miss you!!! Please don't make me feel so far away when you are just beside me. I want to feel you, with my heart. My love shall get you home. :))) Muackx!!!

2010-03-02T14:39:00.000+08:00

This is the first time I went out with friends after work instead of going home. And also the first time (if i didn't recall wrongly) I meet my friend ever since I know Darling. ALSO after so many years haven't met up with this ex hotel colleague of mine when I was 18yrs old. How old am I now? 22? 23? 25? It's 11yrs later le... :(((

Actually didn't wanna confirm as I wanna see if I am too tired but when Evelyn called me at 6pm, she's already at my office downstairs le. Hmmp... And initially I jio'ed coffee but she suggested beer instead... I am so a changed Vava now... LOLX... Very seldom I will jio coffee over alcohol in the past...

Anyway went with her to her regular Pub (this is also something I wont do in the past), usually I bring people to "my" regular pub and I don't like to try out new pubs... But now, I am totally EASY-GOING and CHIN CAI... Hahaha... The place isn't fun at all la, customer is old, boss and lady boss also old and attitude problem, sound system not really that good. But again, chin cai la... We just wanna catch up and chit chat only... Anyway, the place is Crystabelle at Chinatown area.

We had a bucket of Tiger (5 bottles) and when her sis's bf arrives, we drank another 4 jugs of Heneken... Dar came to pick me up around 10+ 11, I am already quite gone by then... Dar's bro (Edm) says I am angry cos of my tone... But never lei, angry for simi? It must be the Heneken again le. But I was thinking also, why Darling just came to pick me and send me home. So troublesome, if this is the case might as well tell me and I go back myself? But later to realise he will be coming back home after dropping Edm.

Lucky Darling wasn't that late cos I am kindda drunk and anytime could have fall into deep sleep. And so late at night, I don't think he will still knock on the door. Then the next morning is either I felt guilty again or grumbling that he didn't come home. LOLx... My very nice yet silly Dar came home with a cup of my fav coffee. Love him so.... Although with the coffee also no problem for me to sleep. So missed huggies from Dar and I slept so soundly... :))) **** ***!!!

2010-03-01T14:28:00.000+08:00

I am starting to be more natural le... Don't feel like pressuring Darling so much just because I misses him and wanted to meet him. Cos it's a torture to both of us also. He can only make it to meet me after settling all his stuff which is almost midnight or so, while on another hand I am actually tired le but knowing we will meet so I will hang on or sometimes changed and sitting there waiting for him. I won't call to chase him nor wants him to confirm whether meeting up anot cos I think it's kindda stressful this way.

So nowadays, I will just knock off and go back home myself. I know I will fall asleep as soon as I touches my bed. Of course bath first la then since cannot get online so won't be sitting at the table. It will be to lie down and watch tv, set a 30mins sleep mode and I will doze off even before 30mins. However when Mummy comes home around 9+, I will be awaken by her noise or I will just automatically wake up either 9 or 10pm.

This is what happened today. Nothing is mentioned whether to meet anot and I don't want to make it like it's Dar's job if I haven't take my dinner. So I asked Mummy to packet and I wake up and have my own dinner (anw, I can always accp dar for his dinner /supper if we really do meet up). while eating, Dar's bro called says Dar ask if wanna have dinner... After some conversation and we met up 10mins later... Isn't this better? When Dar is busy, he don't have to worry if I am hungry or makes me waiting while I won't feel frustrated when waiting up for him? I like my plan...

They had dinner at River Valley while I drank some soup there. Then as usual, never missing our coffee. It's Liat again cos of the time. Sit down awhile, ate my Peppery Chicken Pie too and headed home. No matter what, how tired or so.... I really appreciate Dar making the effort to come and 让我能见他一面. Whenever I start not feeling Dar's love and attention anymore, this little thing he do replenished everything. So just be contented... :)))

2010-02-28T13:59:00.000+08:00

It's a happy day. Mic informing that her water bag burst and baby coming out any time. Feel so happy for her...

Today never set any alarm, just sleep till I song then wake up. Spoke to Dar and he say coming over to look for me soon but told him not to. I rather he finish all his stuffs then come over rather then come over meet me for awhile then have to leave me again. Cos in this case, the 2nd meeting sure very late again. :(

After a while, talk to Dar again only to realise he got nothing to do. Also nua'ing at home, sigh... Then I told him if nothing to do then come over la... LOLx... But true, he really needs to go home awhile after meeting me cos his mummy cook. Hmmp... He picked me and we went to Valley Point for coffee and chit chat... Then he dropped me home, with lappy thou... Heh... However the connection is sucks la, didn't enjoy surfing also. In the end also went to sleep cos watching the 海派甜心. Very nice show and how come I fall asleep right? Hmmp... Cos of the connection again la, super lag. Wait and wait for the lag till I fall asleep.

Till around midnight then Darling came over. Initially he says to be going flyz and I really don't feel like going hence told him to go alone and I wait up for him at home. But in the end also never go la cos the friends not going. so happy, then I can have my Dar all for myself. Selfish thou... heh... Also don't know what to do so in the end decides to go prawning again... Prawning fanatics

As usual, packet coffee from Liat then headed to FW3. It's quite crowded but still manage to find a table. Ivan & gf came to join us awhile then left le. We prawn'ed till 3 or 4+ ba then went to have fishball noodles and it's home alone again... Cos tomorrow Dar needs to go workshop to demod his car and he forgotten some parts. I am suppose to go with Dar but on another hand also think will be tiring for me. Thought he might be busy talking to the other car owner then I will be very bored...

What have came over me ah???? In the past, I will not find such excuses de lor... 我变了吗? Hmmm... But I know my heart still never change. I still wanted to go although I am left with like 2-3 hrs of sleep only cos I am afraid if I sleep too much then tonight couldn't sleep anymore and Monday sure to be blue... At 9+ when Dar sms'ed that he's awake, I called him back telling him I am not going with him le cos really tired... Actually, if he really want, I can still get up de la. But my Darling will never say so de lor, he will want me to rest. :)))

I work up around2+ and message Darling. He called back and I even have the cheek to ask him packet Popeye for me... LOLx... Initially thought since I am going AMK area with him then can go eat together, end up I left him alone still can request. I am SOOO BAD. But my Dar still bought it for me and laze around awhile to accompany me before heading for him dinner.

It's again... Wait and wait. Notti Dar, went home to rest le but never inform me at all. Making me worried. It's also waited past 12 then msg him cos it's so not me to keep bugging my partner... I felt very 烦 even before the other party felt so... After knowing he's at home resting le and I do understand cos he only slept for 3hrs and wanted to tell him not to come over if he's so tired but cannot. Cos his lappy is here and he needs to take it back... Hmmp...

Dar picked me up around 12+ then we heads to Liat again for coffee then later he says feel like drinking Fish Soup. So we went back to pick up his brother which is also hungry at that time and headed to Bukit Batok for the nice fish soup there as quoted by Dar... It's suppose to be 24hrs but however we are unlucky, they need to wash the floor or what so is closing liao. LOLx. In the end, went to Chong Pang Nasi Lemak again. It's 3am till I reach home... God bless me... Reach home also cannot sleep, no different whether I am home early or not... Sigh...

2010-02-26T13:45:00.003+08:00

I miss saying T.G.I.F... It's been so long since I last used it... :-D

Suppose to plan for Mahjong tonight as I kind of misses it and also Daniel is going back on Sunday le... But unfortunately, for the first time ever, Daniel couldn't make it. And so, it's to Prawning...

Darling have errands to run so I confirm with Mic about 9+, to meet her at FW3. As usual, I went home and fall asleep. While waiting for Dar, Mic sms'ed to packet dinner for her and I doze back off again after confirming. Totally knock out.

The next time I woke up it's already close to 10pm and Darling just stepped into my room. I was really like OMG... Then saw his message like, rching in 10mins which he always send when he's coming to pick me and I will wait downstairs for him. If Dar didn't make the initiative to come up and knock on the door but think since I am so tired then just let me rest, I will be dead disappointed... With myself thou... Cos for the whole week, no matter how tired, I also try to dong till midnight or so when Dar is free then come over and meet me for awhile. Yet, finally I dong till last day of the week, I couldn't hang on any longer and misses one full night, I will be sooooo upset... LOLxx...

Anyway, I changed fast and we left home. Went to packet our coffee then Dar bought me to collect the 五华肉 I ordered and we headed to FW3. It's almost 11pm, I know Mic is going to kill me liao... :) We started prawning and eating at the same time... Then after awhile, Mic stopped as she's complaining very sianz... So she sat there and chit chat with Dar while I change location to prawn... I just so love prawning now ever since I caught the prawns all by myself... Heh...

Halfway through, Mic and Ter left first. While Dar and me stay on to prawn till about 4+. And then we headed to Chong Pang for Nasi Lemak again. Its my suggestion this time cos never really fill up my stomach earlier on. After our supper / breakfast, Dar send me home le. No HSH... It's tiring...

2010-02-25T21:09:00.000+08:00

No need for me to mention about my work anymore... Everyday is the same... Except for having a lunch companion today, that's Lena. The ex Receptionist...

Darling picked me off work today and we went to have Duck Rice at Mummy's place. Darling is suppose to meet a direct owner of a CTR today but somehow or rather, he didn't reply to messages anymore... We headed to West Coast as Darling needs to meet someone to pass something and then it's to Indochine...

Today's Indochine experience is not as good cos I am tired... I kept wanting to try and be like those other OLs that chill out or shopping after work. It seems so relaxing but how come for me it's so tiring ah??? Ok... Perhaps this few days I didn't really sleep well at night...

I regretted saying something to Darling today... Haiz... How should I put it in words? In the past, whenever I felt something towards my partner I won't dare to raise it up cos I am afraid of affecting the relationship... So all I do is 忍忍忍... But in the end, the result is always no good. Cos when I couldn't 忍 anymore, I will get sick and tired of the relationship and it will eventually not come to a good end.

Towards Darling, I realise I am much bold to share with him my thoughts... That's because I am afraid that history will repeat again... I don't want our relationship to end in such silly way... While I jolly well know that Darling doesn't like people or even his partner to poke their nose into his life... But my intention isn't to poke...I was just sharing my point of view and how I felt. However it seems like, I am going the wrong way... Sigh.. Really don't know how to type this out but am sure that I will not repeat such act again. Not that I don't wanna bother and let it get worse la but after this little talk, I felt that I can trust Darling to know what to do and understands where I am coming from. Just keeping my figure cross that I didn't creates any misunderstanding between us...

Headed home after Indochine. I couldn't even wait for Darling's message and I dozed off le... Still loving you as much... :D

2010-02-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

No cabbing to work today, although I am not early but still not late... Hehe...

Still nothing to do in office, mainly surfing net, msn'ing with friends and doing some wu ar bo stuffs in work... Today lunch is tabao'ed again... Starting to feel tired when in office...

Today Darling not coming to pick me up as he's very very busy with work... I went home myself, bath and fall asleep again... But Darling is meeting me for Dinner / Supper later with his brother... I think I am falling sick, feeling heaty so told Dar that I wanna eat 4+3 at Chinatown. It's frog leg porridge... Extra spicy... hehe... To force out all the heats in me... LOLz...

After supper, we still went to Liat Tower for coffee before Daring send me home... Hmmm... Without able to get online is really fucking irritating... I simply detest this kind of feeling... Why am I so suay ah... Lappy to break down at this time... Just when I always needed it??? Angry!!!

2010-02-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Didn't sleep well again last night. Took a cab to work today... I realise if I am running late, the more I cannot take a cab cos it will take longer due to the traffic jam. The jam there is really sucks... Think bus will travel faster cos of the bus lane. Now I finally feel grateful for these lanes... Don't scold me, car user... Pros and cons...

Today I packet lunch back to office to eat. This area's lunch hour is really scary, doing lunch alone is a nightmare cos it's difficult to find a vacant seats. There isn't much for me to do in the office, everything is quite simple and I should say, no problems for me... Hahaha... But there's also things that I have to do here which I never done before... Like buying flowers to decorate the Meeting room... Grow till this old, first time buying flower on my own... What a joke... But I realise it's nothing unusual... Hehe...

Darling picking me up again today as we are going to Turf City to view a CTR. Last minute, just when I am about to leave, the Finance Manager ask me to do something... Hmmp... Darling have to waste $3 at the carpark... Feel so bad... But ok la, I need to priorities my work and personal. What needs to be done must be done. :) I am happy to have a bf whom is so understanding...

Went to Liat Tower again to packet coffee before heading to Turf City... The feeling of debating with a Sale man is so fun... Heh... Reminds me of the days when I am in Car Sales. The car is not bad, met the owner of the car too... But pricing wise, I am not too sure but Darling says need to consider... I believe one must not rush into getting something, else sure making the wrong choice. In terms of product and pricing...

Darling have entertainment again tonight so after we have our supper at Geylang, he sent me home le... As usual, I fall asleep after bath and automatically woke up at 2am to sms him. Worried for him as he needs to drink during his entertaining... But am glad to know he's home le. We chat awhile on the phone then he's going supper with bro le. While for me, as usual cannot sleep back le... Keep tossing and turning, it's a terrible night...

2010-02-22T20:38:00.002+08:00

First day of work... Hmmm... Not late and also never took a cab. LOLx... Some of you might know I cab to work almost everyday in the past... I must learn to save money le, there's so much things I need to look after... Not a pressure, it will just make me stronger... :)

Initially I thought I don't really like this job and also first time in my life working in a office that is mostly foreigner instead of local. There are only 2 Singaporean in the office. One Chinese but is an Uncle le, the other young chap, 1 year my senior is a Indian... I am not racist, just like not much kakis kind of feel. Oh and there's this ex Receptionist which is doing part time Admin now, she's also local. I get along with her quite well and hehe... she's also a smoker. :P

Other then that, all is Vietnanese... My Company is a Vietnam Base company dealign with Petrol Trading, Import / Export, Vessel, etc... I thought this company isn't quite a major one till I realise they are actually very well known in Vietnam... All the Petrol kiosks is using our petrol there and we even have our own bank... WOW...

Ok, first day of work. Nothing much to do, just trying to figure out more about the system here... And leg damn pain cos I wore a pair of heels that I haven't been wearing for decades... Don't know why the heels become bigger or my leg became smaller... So freaking painful lor...

Had lunch appointment with Feng, so thanks for the free lunch... :) And sweetest is Darling came to pick me off work. Sent me home to change into another comfortable pair of heels then headed to Liat Tower to drink coffee there and Peppery Chicken Puff (another of my fav). It's Monday, Darling is busy so he sent me home after that. I fall asleep after taking my bath too... Darn tired as I didn't manage to sleep the night before. Perhaps its the coffee or I used to stay out with Dar till wee hours le...

Nevertheless, Darling still pop by to deliver Mac Nuggets for me... We had our supper at home and he accompany me till almost 3am then went back home le... No lappy this few nights hence no more msn'ing with Darling... Hope can sleep better tonight. Good night all....

2010-02-21T20:22:00.000+08:00

Sigh.... Said to wake up early today but.... Pardon us, we are both too tired... Woke up only around 3pm. As Darling need to pass the van to brother for delivery later so thought not going to AML le...

Heh... But later Darling say can still make it and so off we went. I never really walked around AML during my 2yrs working there cos I don't like to walk pass those other company's Sales Person... And selling new cars, I don't really need to go to these other levels... We started from Level 5 then make our way down. There's only 1 unit of CTR, in blue. Darling says it's limited edition. Then no more le.

Ok, seems like Darling's choice is right. CTR is rare on the road whereas there's so many WRX on the road. We went to my ex company, Cartimes and saw Shannon & Sharin there. Didn't know the Turf City brunch no more. Got them to help quote Darling's car but seems like no dealer dare to eat this car. Everyone is saying, insurance too ex. Also the reason why Darling decides to change car.

After AML, my nice Darling know that I feel like eating the Fried Chicken at Yishun and bought me there. Always so sweet... Muackx... It was kindda rush for him ba, bring me go so far for dinner, drop me home then need to rush home le. I don't think I can find another Darling as nice. Thumbs up for you!!!

The day didn't end there. Darling still dropped by around 1am to bring to for supper. Although I am starting work tomorrow and have told myself that I must be in bed by 11pm every night but just couldn't do it. Just couldn't sleep, probably my body clock haven't tune back ba. It will be better, I hope. My Supper was favourite 五花肉 and still travel to Liat Tower to buy coffee..

We sat around and chit chat.... Always enjoy our little chat together... I can't remember when is the last time doing such things... A couple always get together, then go movie, meet friends, outing or do all those activities kind of things... But other then doing all this, I also like just the 2 of us, sitting down chit-chatting, like normal friend or having heart to heart talk... It just bring 2 person close I think... I can never say I understand my Darling fully and vice versa... People change everyday hence we really need to increase of pace to follow up with each other...

It's 3am... And Darling sent me home. Of course no more HSH cos I am a working adult from tomorrow onwards... LoLxx... I am happy (not excited thou) to finally step back into the working society... I have nua'ed for so long... There's so much things I can do / buy after working... I am happy with myself... Night all...

2010-02-20T12:25:00.000+08:00

Today Darling went back in the afternoon, didn't even have lunch together cos I was too tired. Still in bed when Darling go home. No more lappy to use also as Darling needs to take it back to do his stuffs... It's gonna be a long boring day for me. I am going to sleep all the way, as much as possible.

Woke up around 7+, ordered Macdelivery. Darling is having Company dinner today so won't be accompanying me for Dinner. Watch tv and at the same time waiting for him as he says will be meeting me after his dinner... Really very bored but didn't wanna call / sms to disturb him... Finally I endured till 12am then sms him, he's already at home resting cos he drank abit at the dinner ba.

But he will still be coming over soon. I really miss him alot but how come everyday meeting still miss so much ah? Can't I just give him a break? Sigh... Seeing him so tired and still have to come and amuse me makes me feel bad. In the end, he still arrives around 12:45am. We went to Liat Tower to packet coffee and suddenly mentioned about prawning and we decided to go prawning... I love it. Cos just the two of us.

We went to Pasir Ris but it's very crowded there. We sit around looking at others prawning and finally decides to go Jurong Bird Park there and prawn. Not much diff, also lots of people. But ok la, just relax and past time. We prawned till about 4 or 5am then headed to Jurong West for Wan Ton Mee... Didn't know Darling is coming home tonight till he mentioned... Good, I like hugging or being hugged by Darling to sleep...

We will be going AML to see cars later... So can only sleep for awhile... Hopefully can wake up ba. HSH HSH HSH...

2010-02-19T11:24:00.001+08:00

Today woke up around 4pm, sent out the resume and Bryant starts calling in le. Almost immediately asked me to go bath as he fixed the interview for me at 6.30pm. So sianz... Haven fully awake how to interview sia... But anyway still went ahead la...

It all ended very fast. Cabb'ed down to Southpoint and ended the interview around 6+. I love Southpoint, worked in this building 6yrs back. Wonder my ex colleague Keith still working here anot... :) Be starting work on Monday le... Hmmp... Cannot chiong late nights with Darling anymore... But work still comes 1st, I guess no matter how tired, I will still wanted to see my Darling as much and spend time with him, just as he does...

Met up with Darling around 8+, went to Tiong Bahru for Bak Ku Teh. Suppose to go prawning with Ivan but after we packeted our coffee at Central, Darling say lazy to travel so far le so we went to MB instead. Sit down, seeing others fly kites, and irritating Ivan & gf came to join us liao. Was debating where to go, I as usual, is fine to go anywhere with Darling... Finally still is prawning at Pasir Ris. Mich was there too, chat chat awhile with her before she left for home with Ter.

First time I manage to get 2 prawns... Hehe... Now I experienced the kind of thrilled and fun... Will definitely come back for more. Heh... And no more disappointment, we are heading for CP Nasi lemak for sure le. Regardless nice or not, to me it's definitely nice cos I am craving for it so badly...Thumbs up... I wanna have it again soon... :)

It's HSH for me and Darling...

2010-02-18T11:18:00.001+08:00

Dinner at Chinatown today intend to eat Chicken Rice but it's not open... Had Herbal Chicken Rice instead while Darling eats Fried Hokkien Mee... Bryant called to recommend a job and asked me to send my resume to him... Try try ba, anyway I wanna get back to working life asap... If continues to be like this, I am gonna rot till jialat.

But we are having MJ session today so can only do it late at night or when I wake up the next day le... Packet our Starbucks and headed to Mich's place. Tonight we played till 2am and tried our luck at Chong Pang again... Shit manz... They will only be opening tomorrow, 19th Feb...

In the end, we went to Lavender for Porridge and Dim Sum... No need to say, no HSH again. Darling lately always don't wanna come home, must be bao'ing er nai out there... LOLx...

2010-02-17T11:12:00.000+08:00

Finally we are going for movie again le... Our last movie was Vampire Assistant... Hmmp...

Today we be watching Valentine's Day.

Went to Mummy's place for duck rice. It's a disappointment as the Duck seems not fully cooked... Turns off for Darling ba cos he also wanted to eat Duck Rice de... Haha... After that we dropped mummy home after her work and headed to Indochine. Skip my part on Indochine ba, always as enjoyable...

The show is nice too... Romance Comedy... We then headed to Geylang for my Frog Leg Porridge. Very full and satisfied... But don't like no HSH...

2010-02-16T11:06:00.001+08:00

Today Darling also met me quite late. We went to Liat Tower for coffee and both decides to eat Nasi Lemak... The first that comes into my mind was Chong Pang, followed by Ponggol... And there we go...

Sad (1), Chong Pang is not open... Sad (2), Ponggol one too... So sianz... We drove around and finally decides to go Changi Village. I used to love the Fried Chicky Wing there but after their renovation, I couldn't remember which stall I used to frequent. Hmmp.... The wingz not nice but the chilli, bagus... lolx...

After supper, drive around awhile more then headed home le. No HSH!!!

2010-02-15T10:58:00.000+08:00

Today meet up with Darling kindda late. Around 10pm. We are going to Resort World, IR there to walk walk with his friends... Plus my neighbourhood guys...

Nothing much there also especially after HK Disneyland. We walk walk around awhile then send 2 of his friends out to collect their car and headed home as Darling wants to bath... And what else??? It's flyz again lor... But before we go there, Darling still pampered me with Starbucks... Heh... Better then nothing...

I can't recall much on this night. I guess I enjoyed myself quite alot. There's HSH. If I didn't recall wrongly. keke!!!

2010-02-14T10:38:00.001+08:00

Happy CNY & Happy Valentine's Day to all!!!

I hate growing up... Cos as you grow older, CNY seems boring and lesser Ang Bao also... I so not willing to wake up but yet couldn't sleep anymore... No choice, woke up, bath then headed to Uncle's house. First time going there as their Henderson's flat end block. The place is much smaller but definitely much cleaner and brighter. It's the usual boring show face scene for me...

Amused myself with cousins playing Blackjack while waiting for Darling... Don't dare to chase him for today cos it's CNY... It's our 1st CNY so wasn't sure what he needs to do and stuffs like that so have to give him all the times he needed. I am pretty sure Darling will come back to me as soon as he's done.

Time passes quite fast, it's evening le. I have asked Darling to go to River Ang Bao as Huiwen told me there's adventure rides there. I so wanted to play... hehe... Darling picked me up around 8.30pm, came up to greet Mummy and Uncle then we left le. Also gave my aunty a lift home, nearby. Went back home to feed the Bastard's dog and changed into something casual and there we go... Abit hungry though, still wishing for my Taiwan Fried Chicken....

It was darn crowded and hot, humid, stuffy, etc... And to make matter worse, no Fried Chicken... *pout* Finally we only managed to play 1 rides, that's the Top Gun... Not scary but just afraid that our stuffs will drop out... As we are both hungry hence headed to Lau Pau Sat for dinner... We ordered lots of food, can't finish in the end. And we be meeting Ivan & gf AGAIN later... Sigh... Went to MB to meet them but in the end only after awhile, they left le... So stupid. Hmmp... Valentine's Day also cannot be with Darling alone only...

We continued to sit around awhile more. This little moments of togetherness replenished back all those I thought we have lose out for the past few days... The past few days, I had this feeling that we drifted or something is amiss? or wrong? But our little conversation today makes the feelings complete all over again. I know and is very sure, I still loves my Darling alot. And that shall be on-going... :))) There's no HSH again. Miss u lots...

A very very Happy Valentine's Day to you, my love. Hope we will spend the rest of our V day together... Muackx...

2010-02-13T10:11:00.002+08:00

Why am I kindda disappointed today is because..... I never know someone would ever give a damn to Valentine's "Eve"??? In fact I never ever heard this word before... For the first time in my life, Darling is the one whom mentioned it...

It happened when I am still having the decision to work at Club Titans... As I will be working on 13th Feb (Saturday) and maybe it was just a casual remarks which I have taken it slightly seriously. As Darling was asking, "you working till what time on Sat"? And when I answer 2am and asked why? He says cos it's Valentine's Eve... I felt so touched to hear that cos it seems like he is concern about this 1st V Day we have... But then.....

When that day arrives... I no longer work night anymore. But yet, we ain't spending time alone too... When he asked me for df, I replied him that I didn't wanna go and he can go ahead. Seriously I wasn't feeling angry at that moment, just abit turns off... In the end, he didn't go ahead without me but I guess even if he does, I am fine too...

Finally, after 1 hr he sms'ed me saying he's coming over. Can sense that he's very bored. I knew that the reason that he wanna go flyz is mainly to relax and somehow or rather keeping in touch with friends. I am not a mood spoiler, in fact at that instant, I can go or don't go. When Darling came over, I felt so bad when seeing him looks so bored... I am thinking so hard how to turn back my words and go ahead with him... For a moment, it really hits me if I am making Darling feeling bored, if I am occupying too much of his life as I know he doesn't like it. And I jolly well knows it's such a silly reason / excuse to make a failed relationship. But how to gain an win-win situation where both is happy???

I can keep giving in without complaining but I guess even before I could realise it, one day I will really feel sianz over the whole things... And I really don't want this to happen. Been thinking should I just behave like in the past, enjoying my clubbing days and so... But I guess that will be more threatening to the relationship instead. Hmmm... ok, make do with it ba. So long such outing don't kills me, it'll make me stronger... (What that doesn't kills me, makes me stronger) Hahaha... I know I shouldn't be using such quotes here... LOLx... It just came to my mind.

Anyway, in the end we decided to flyz... Met up with Ivan & gf, Alex & gf and they were saying flyz was very empty so we headed to Atlantics. I am fine with anywhere cos whichever is also not my cup of coffee... But I just know it that if it's Atlantics, I will have my Darling all to myself cos he doesn't like Thai Disco (as far as I know, unless I am wrong). Haiz... But Atlantics is just as boring... We headed back to Flyz in less then an hour. Anyway, cousin dropped by and we gave him a lift to Sabai...

Actually my outings to flyz cannot say it's always boring... Sometimes when the mood is right, I did enjoyed myself too... So is today. The only thing is that, when enjoying or not, I will tend to keep drinking to keep myself occupied and perks up??? This is one part I don't really like. I want a healthy lifestyle, I am glad I don't crave to drink as much as before and I love the mentality I have now. So the main reason overall is just that I don't want to come back to such life. I know I have all you guys supports... :)))

After flyz, Darling and I went for Prata. Saw Steven, Larry, Steve & Bandley there too... After the supper, suddenly have a very very very bad gastric pain... I can't remember when is the last time I suffer from such deadly pain le... It was so bad that Darling stays around to accompany me although there's no HSH tonight. The company is really good, or at least it touches me again. I love Darling doting on me, leaving me feeling pampered... Making me so much wanted to be a kid. hehe... Anyway, I didn't keep Darling up too long. The moment I am feeling better, he left le. It's CNY, want my Darling to have enough rest too and meet me earlier... Xin Nian Kuai Le...

2010-02-12T18:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all my dearest reader... Good luck in everything...

2010-02-12T09:34:00.002+08:00

There will be last Mahjong Session before CNY today... Darling and I decides to packet some junk food from Pasam Malam at Chinatown hoping to get my Taiwan Fried Chicken but... couldn't find it at all... Turns off...

As Darling still have one last delivery at Bishan hence we stopped by Capital Tower to packet our Coffee before heading to Bishan... Hmmm... There's a Grand "Mini" Pasam Malam there and Darling dropped me to look for my crave while he went to do his deliveries. There's no Taiwan but Japanese Fried Chicken... Totally cannot fight but well, no fish, prawns also good... :)

There's also Ramly Burger there. I recall Darling seems to have told me before he likes it so messaged him to check if he wants. Packeted the food, he's also back at the same time and we headed to Mich's place. Daniel is late so Ter played for awhile. Ended the session think around 2 or 3am ba... Both Darling and I are tired, home sweet home there after...

Hmmm... Am wondering, before all these Mahjong session even starts, what we do to kill times? How come nowadays like always MJ MJ MJ... Although I also enjoyed it but seems like we are losing out something. We used to spend so much time, like 8+ hours a day / night together. But now MJ seems to have killed 1/2 of those times and the remaining is for meals and travelling... Sometimes I still prefer to be like before, just the 2 of us, sitting by the beach or MB or watching movies online at Starbucks... Isn't this what we used to be? Why seems like changed???

Changes might not always be good. However, I hope our changes is for the better ba. Kindda scary when things changes so fast when we are only less then 2 months old. However, one most important things is, the heart still remains unchanged, at least for me. *smile*

2010-02-11T05:53:00.002+08:00

Darling came over to accompany me in the evening... Can't remember if we had dinner... LOLx... We were at home rotting while Audrey called... She also bored, another one rotting at home looking for programmes... Heh...

After awhile, I was thinking like long time never go sing song le. So ask Darling if wanna jio Audrey and her brother go Pub... Ok, I know what I mentioned earlier... I don't like to hang in the Pub every night and work in one BUT I still enjoy singing and relax drinking... Once in a long long while is ok la... Don't be too mean to me...

And yeah... It's confirmed. Audrey and Kai will be cabbing down to somewhere around my place then we will go together... But stupid Taxi Driver don't know drive them go where, make a detour then reaches us... Hmmm... We be going to Boat Quay although not knowing which Pub to go to... Finally we chooses Speed Legend. There's where I first met Jeri so only know about that Pub. But quite ok la, all we needed is just somewhere not too empty nor crowded for us to drink and sing...

Had lots of chats, lots of drinks (although it's Heneken) and chats... Very fun till the Heneken spell hits me... Really don't know why I will get headache after drinking it or perhaps added a shot of Tequila... But I just knew it, it's the Heneken... Hmmp... Turned quiet after that then maybe plus abit of mood swing??? Cos it's really umcomfortable having that migraine feeling... But still try to tong throughout the session...

Before we left for supper around 2 or 3+, we headed to Liat Tower to packet our Starbucks.... Hmmm... Don't know why Darling never buy my Caramel for me... I only got to know it when we reaches River Valley Road for Prata... And his Cafe Latte tasted so bitter while Audrey's Greentea is too sweet... OMGGG.... Didn't manage to cheer me up with the drinks lor...

And knowing Darling won't be coming home, so thought he shall just drop me and send Audrey & bro home cos I guess it's still consider on the way ba. Unless I am wrong... The mid night charge so ex to travel back to Jurong... But I also don't know what's the confusion in the end that so fast they gotten into the cab. And oh oh... Darling thought I am angry over something when I didn't speak much to him when I reach home... But actually I am just not feeling very well... Haha... Am I so petty? Or unreasonable to be angry don't know for what??? LoLx... Maybe sometimes my expression gave others the wrong info... My bad!!! :)

2010-02-10T05:45:00.001+08:00

Sianz sianz sianz... Die die also need to go work today as I am holding the keys as the other FT guy will be coming in late. As usual, took a cab to work... Haiz...

But guess what??? At about 6.30pm, I am in the stage that I totally couldn't stand staying in the Pub a seconds more... I really don't know or understand why I felt this way... Finally I left the Pub, apologizing to Yin Jie that I have to disappoint her again. I felt really bad, I mean it... But I just couldn't force myself to help.

Went home, called Darling and told him what happened.... He laughed at me... So bad!!! I am already feeling so terrible... *pout*... In the end, it's Mahjong again at Michelle's place. I guess I also just needed something to divert my attention. Darling says if I am working, he won't have gone for MJ cos he will need to come and pick me off work... But don't know true anot after hearing what Daniel say... Hmmp... But I choose to belive my Darling... :)

Hmmm... Today we went to Old Airport Road for dinner before going to Geylang Car Wash... MJ starts quite late today, 10+ or 11??? And we ended our session only in the morning like 6am??? First time play till so early sia... All tired and I have no HSH... Miss my Darling... so so much...

2010-02-09T05:31:00.002+08:00

Today set alarm at 2.30pm after Darling left. Didn't even send him out as I am really very tired especially going to work from 4pm - 1am tonight... But I realised, 2.30pm is so rush for me... Wake up bath, change and make-up then no time to go online le... So sianz... So in the end, for the sake of nua'ing awhile more, I had to take a cab to work... So jialat me....

First day/night back to Pub... Maybe still refreshing and got crowds so don't feel much weird... Except that later part, got to drink alot... Till I really cannot tahan already... Messaged Darling around 11+, told him to call me and come and fetch me... Think I left around 1am, everything done except that I have mentioned, I will not sweep the floor nor wash the toilet. Abit bad cos I am also a full time stuff but I didn't stayed till the end...

I just couldn't lor... Just so much wanted to leave the place... Darling bought me to Lavender Food Court for Prawn Mee and guess I am kindda high le ba... Complained alot to Darling on how unwillingly I am to work there... In fact, I couldn't believe it myself... Who will believe??? Vava don't like to drink anymore??? Vava doesn't like nightlife / Pub anymore??? Darling can always feel me... He can sense my frustration right then and I guess he's keeping to himself that I won't last long in this line...

It's home sweet home... I have my own definition on HSH... Heh...

2010-02-08T05:26:00.000+08:00

Finally it's Monday... Daniel is back and Mahjong is confirmed... When you read this, are you thinking Vava have turned into a Mahjong freak??? No, I am not. I am not playing for the sake of winning or losing... But I just find it fun when shuffling the tiles and seeing other player hesitating to throw certain tiles thinking I am hu'ing when I am not... Haha... It just kills time la...

We went to Aljunied for dinner today... Is it for Bak Ku Teh??? I can't remember... But whenever there's Mahjong session, we never failed to packet our Starbucks over... This is for sure... Heh... Although Darling says, 天天有加啡 didn't tally but so far so good... We had my favourite 五花肉 also after the MJ session... So satisfied... And Darling came home to sleep... I am a happy gal except that tomorrow going to start work le... Haiz....

2010-02-07T05:16:00.000+08:00

As usual, Darling will accompany me for lunch whenever he comes home the night before... Then he will go back to office to settle his stuffs... For me, went home to rest or gaming online, etc...

It's Sunday... Every Sunday is sure to be Indochine unless for special reason... Today, no special reason and so we will be going... Had our dinner at Geylang's 剪刀剪... Hmmm... Not as nice as before le... Sianz... After dinner, headed to Indochine le...

I think I have tried most of the Cocktail there le, nothing caught my attention yet... Hmmm... Keep trying ba... Heh.... Nothing unusual, Darling still busy with phone or chatting with Dean while I amuse myself... But not so poor thing la, I still gets Darling's attention on and off... Hahaha... Not a complain... :)

After the drink, we went to Jalan Sultan for Dim Sum... Hmmm... It seems like my regular Supper is back... But how come still don't gain some weight huh??? Worrying Darling and so am I... But I know I am fine, I am gonna be fine... I also want forever and ever... Will take good care of my health... :)

2010-02-06T05:05:00.001+08:00

Okay... Today let Darling rest as much as possible before we going to Chalet tonight... It's about 10pm? I think so... that Darling came over then bring Mummy and Uncle along to the Chalet... But before that, we still grabbed our Starbucks... Heh...

The Chalet okok la... Stay for awhile only, after cutting cake then we left le... Around 11++??? Can sense that Darling wanted to go flyz and double confirmed when saw his jeans in the car... Don't know what to do... Although I really doesn't like clubbing but am also trying not to let this be an obstacle for us... I really don't mind going, sit around just to drink... But when Darling arrives just now, he took panadol, which means he's not feeling very well... Plus knowing he's feeling abit heaty and also he don't usually take pills unless he think he really needs it... So have to act as the baddie again...

Suggested to Darling to rest at home... I swear I really don't mind he go back to office or come home so long he rest... From this period of time, I sense that he's really playful. In terms of, hmmm... rather spending time to have fun (which I think is not so healthy sort) rather then resting although knowing he's very tired already.... I am quite alright with it as I already know that he's as such when we were friends... But out of concern, just hope that he have amber rest as he's always on the road. Hope he could understand where I am coming from instead of thinking .......

好人难做，好女朋友好像更难做... 咳。。。。Just want you and WE to be good... :)

But thanks Darling... for listening to me and stay home although you keep receiving calls and messages to ask you out... Loves you!!!

2010-02-05T04:50:00.001+08:00

Today supposing to go Cousin's Chalet as mentioned even before we went for our trip... But Darling is sleeping as can see he's very tired after sending the car for another inspection and replacing his parts back... Didn't follow him today also because Meow Meow is having his grooming...

Finally didn't go to the chalet as didn't wanna go without Mummy also... Cousin's friends all so young and I don't know them as well... And it's Darling's friend birthday hence headed to Flyz instead... Won't emphasize much about flyz as it's definitely no happening for me compare to ....... But also alright la, as long can pei Dar and helps kill my time, I have no complains... Just hope it's not too often as really don't like to drink that much...

Anyway, Darling have a job early in the morning to send customer and their dog to Airport so after dropping me home, he went back to change Van and headed to his work le... And baddie me, suppose to wait up for him as he says after sending, he will come back home to sleep... As for a week before our trip, he spend many nights over at my place, hence we called my place his home while his is office... LOLx... Oh ya, back to the baddie me, fall asleep and poor him to call me when he reaches downstairs but I didn't pick up at all... I am totally KO'ed... So bad of me right? OMG...

I actually jump up from bed, shocked... And called him immediately... Really felt so bad lor, even messaged him that I will definitely wait for him but yet... sibei bo xim... That's what I think of myself at that moment. Imagine he's already so tired and travelled all the way here thinking finally can rest but his lousy girlfriend fall asleep... Sigh...

2010-02-04T04:42:00.000+08:00

Message Darling when I woke up today and he's saying at AMK preparing for his car inspection... But suddenly called back then realised he's only about to make his way there and so I followed... Heh... Nothing to do also and definitely wanted to follow Darling... Just to keep him accompany... Hoping it's not being 烦 to him...

After dropping the car, we cabbed down to AMK central for lunch. So miss the Pork Chop there. The weather is kindda hot lor, nothing to do there also... Walked around awhile then went to Mac for Ice Cream and some cooling air. Hmm... Poor Darling, passed the exhaust but his window failed... Have to waste money to replace it... Stupid people that complain about his car... Curse the fellow constipation... Bleah!!!

Soon we went back to collect the car and Darling sent me home while he go back to do his stuffs... Met up again at night to Indochine... No need to mention much, as this place is always for relaxation... Although Darling will still be occupied by his numerous phone calls and messages but I don't care... Just enjoy the live band / TV there with my drinks...

Supper is Frog Leg porridge... We went for the Value for money one at Chinatown... And then it's home le lor... Sianz... No snoring for me... Hmmp....

2010-02-03T04:31:00.002+08:00

Back in Singapore early last night, Darling come back home with me, unpacked his stuff then wait for his bro to come and pick him up...

So sianz to be back in SG... Hates the weather, hates everything here, hates to be back to reality.... but still glad for having the companion...

Sigh... Later going to Yin's Place or perhaps Pub Titans to meet up with Yin Jie... Haven't even mentioned right??? That I am considering to go back there? Haiz... Very very unwillingly but..... Somehow or rather, forced by circumstances...

The talk turns out fine, no demand on my side as putting into consideration of Yin Jie... I will be helping her starting from Tuesday as Daniel is coming back again on Monday... Wanted to enjoy as least 1 more night before starting work... Also requested for a permanent Sunday off so as to accompany Darling...

Didn't really notice this week is gonna be CNY le... And also Valentine's Day around the corner... But I don't care, although starts on Tuesday, I still wanted to off again on Sunday... LOLx....

Darling came to pick me up from Yin's around 8+ then we headed to Chinatown for dinner... It's Claypot rice... Heh... All time favourite... After which we went to ECP for coffee and chit chat... Wanted so much to cherish every moment that I can spend with Darling before starting work... Not lazy to work but just don't think I will like the life in pub and worse of it all, night life... Kill me please....

2010-01-29T03:54:00.004+08:00

Days in Hong Kong... A Picture paints a thousand words...

Day 1 (29th Jan 2010)

Heading off...

Flying off...

Arrived at Hong Kong Airport

Strolling around our hotel (Mongkok) then to Starry Walk...

Not forgetting our Starbucks...

A light meal for Darling...

And Din Sum for supper...

Day 2 (30th Jan 2010) - 黄大仙, Disneyland, Pubbing, Massage, LKF

Heading to 黄大仙...

It's Dim Sum again...

Disneyland on the way...

Local pub @ Tsim Sha Tsui

But... Going for a leg massage first...

Then towards Lan Kui Fang...

Darling recommended to smoke this... Apple Favour...

Pub hopping, holding the Calsberg for the photographer...

A request from another photographer...

There he is...

Told Darling this Ang Mo is handsome and he ask me to go take a pic with him... lolx

Both tipsy... Heads to Mac Donald to buy breakfast then took a taxi 过海 back to hotel...

Day 3 (31st Jan 2010) - Ocean Park (bt was late hence postponed to tml) The Peak...

Local breakfast delight

西多士 (this is nice)

Taking bus, we have 八达通...

can use to take Ferries too...

Our fabulous meal... Nice nice...

Day 4 (1st Feb 2010) - Ocean Park...

Day 5 (2nd Feb 2010) - Last day... Sianz...

Darling is shag seeing my big luggage... lol

Nice 鸡蛋仔...

And both our fav, 鲜虾云吞面...

I never had a happier holiday trip... Other then the shoppings, the most memorable part is all the laughters we had, all so silly... I am really very happy... A very very BIG THANKS to Darling... Muackx...

2010-01-28T03:45:00.002+08:00

Another busy day for Darling... I thought he will only be meeting me for dinner then drop me home before he goes to settle the rest of his stuff... But am glad he didn't... :)

We went to Jalan Sultan for Bak Ku Teh, Darling like the BKT there, but for me... hmmm... so so only lei... Anyway, edible la. If he likes it, I will always accompany him to eat. :) After dinner, accompany Darling to AMK then headed to ECP again for Starbucks. We will be flying off to HK tomorrow at 6am... Yippie... And so Darling still went back home to settle his stuff and later his brother will send us both to the Airport.

Don't know why feeling so restless and having headache when waiting for the departure to Airport. Was chatting with Brainy all the way till Darling came up to help me bring the luggage down. Hmmm... Very very happy, finally going holiday with Darling... The word finally seems abit strong. lol... For goodness sake, we have only been attached for 13 days.... Can you imagine it? It felts more like 13 months. :) Really hope we will continue to be like this. 恩恩爱爱!

2010-01-27T03:30:00.001+08:00

Darling left for office in the afternoon after we had lunch together... And he's very busy getting all his work organise as we are flying off very soon. As for me, only today then I start bringing all the clothes out to wash. LOL... Hope it will be dry on time...

Darling is really busy... Hmm... I only have record that we went to Lavender, having prawn mee... Shit... I can't recall what happened that day. lol... I must start bucking up on my updates le, kept forgetting... Sigh... Age is catching up... Anyway, we did went to Liat Tower to packet our coffee before we end the night. It's home alone today. Nowadays, my home is Darling's home. While Darling's home is his office... lol...

I miss my Darling so much!!!

2010-01-26T03:21:00.000+08:00

Today Darling needs to go entertain again no doubt he's not feeling well... So worried about him but yet couldn't ask him not to go nor ask him not to drink at all... All I could do is only pray that he will get well soon and also drink more water. : (

I know my Darling will take good care of himself... I trust him enough for that. And sure enough, very soon he came to pick me up le. Went to ECP's Carl Jr to accompany him for dinner / supper. Then went to packet Starbucks and sit around the beach... It's always so relax being with Darling, when we're still friends or even now that we are together. I really like this feeling very much.

Home after that. It's always an enjoyable night even when not doing anything much. :)

2010-01-25T23:31:00.003+08:00

Today very very sianz. My lappy crashed... This time is for real, no joke. So freaking sianz...

Darling know I am bored so he offers to borrow me his lappy but I know it won't be long. Cos this is for his personal use for work. Sigh... Actually if without Darling, maybe I won't even have a temporary lappy to use. So I must be contented for whatever I have now. So readers, if there's no updates or I didn't log in MSN, you will know why, definitely not because I am MIA'ing again.

Darling met up with me around 10pm. We headed to Kallang to meet up with Ivan, Rachel and another lady Christine (Rachel's friend). Went to Starbucks, sit and talk cock... It's quite a nice place there too except they close early. Quite windy...

After that, suppose to go our separate way. But while Darling stop by the road to make a call, Ivan already dropped Chiristine and caught us. At first thought wanna go back home de cos Darling isn't feeling very well le but in the end, went to Marina Barrage with Ivan & GF. It's very very windy that night, sit sit, chat chat, etc etc...

Went home around 4 or 5am. Darling not well, get him medication then went to bed le. :) You must get well soon Darling!

2010-01-24T23:21:00.001+08:00

Going to get our currency changed today... Went to Chinatown for dinner, hanged around awhile while waiting for Darling's friend to pass him something. Chinatown is getting crowded already, some roads have been blocked already. So fast, CNY is approaching. I hate CNY.

After that we headed to Indochine... For the last 2 weeks, Darling's friend is off so he hasn't been catching up with him for a long time le. But we will also be having Mahjong Session with Michelle AGAIN, Yes it's again... So we didn't stay long, about an hour? But not those rushing type la, we still manage to relax and enjoy. Darling never failed to let me relax. :)

The Mahjong session as usual. I still as noobie, making mistake. LOlz... But ok la, just for the fun of it. Initially keep losing :( but lucky in the end still won back few dollars. Darling is the big winner for the day. Poor Michelle, big loser again lor... Heart hearts Michelle. Next round definitely be her turn.

This time as started late so we played till around 4+. Bit tired liao but don't dare to call for a stop cos someone is losing. I know about such rules when daddy and mummy used to play Mahjong. So just kept quiet. :) Can't remember if we had supper or went home straight...

This few day, I had lunch, dinner and sometime supper... Minimum 2 meals a day cos Darling will accompanied me to eat. But I guess before I gain weight, Darling will gain more weight. LOL... But I love fat fat Darling. Hates Skinny guys. Everyday is a Happy Day! Counting down 5 more days to Hong Kong... Dream dream dream!!!

2010-01-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

Darling came over to my place around 10+ today to help me shift the set up box out for Uncle to watch Soccer. We laze around thinking what to eat when he mention his friend told him he's having KFC just now and Darling craves for it too... It's been a long time since I eaten any Fast Food. As Darling isn't the F.F type and after being with him, I totally cut off from it and also quitted Coke... But took up Coke light instead...

We headed to Kallang for KFC then went to Marina Barrage to sit sit... Alot of people flying kite tonight, so nice. When we were leaving at around 3 or 4 or 5, can't remember, his friend called. Ask us to go Loyang to pray pray. So suay, the last time I went with Darling, I am not convenient to pray, this time round the same. Still we went ahead. And I met another of his friend, Ivan and his gf, Rachel. Heh... Rachel, same as me, not convenient to pray so we chatted while waiting for our guys,

After that also joined them to Geylang for 豆花油条. Quite tired le... Sit and chat for awhile then Darling send me home le... Reached home around 6am. Sweet dreams!

2010-01-22T23:00:00.002+08:00

Darling was asking me to join him to DF today... But last minute, realise there's a change of venue. Before Darling confirm where to go, I already heard from Uncle that it's Atlantics. There's always pro / cons in my situation...

Initially was so stressed out for the reason that Darling know "them". Sigh... It all began on NYE when I know about this. Also a reason I have been hesitating to be with Darling... But thought for 2 weeks Darling didn't join them and I almost forgotten about their existence. But now..... I guess there's for a minute, Darling felt stressed too ba... Just because I am whose whose whose daughter... Haiz... But in the end, Darling says all will be fine. Nothing to be pressurised about and so I listened to him.

So yes, today is attending the birthday of one of the "them". I don't really feel stressed, just as per normal like going anywhere with Darling. I guess everything is ok ba... Most of them know that Darling and I are together le and wished him Happy Birthday, the 1st time I ever spoken to anyone from "them" group. But overall, everything is fine... Nothing to worry about anymore, I hope.

After Atlantics, we went to Clarke Quay. Not too sure what that place called, Social Room? Something like that ba. Saw Andy S18 there, so happened that he knows Darling's friend also. Another long long sighhhh... Still enjoyed myself there with Darling. As he know I will feel uncomfortable at such places hence he's always around me. So sweet of him. :D Headed for supper after that at around 4-5am. 五花肉 again... Heh... You sure know whose idea is it. I am a happy GF... :)))

2010-01-21T22:50:00.001+08:00

My craving for Bak Ku Teh as usual... Heh... Before I could tell Darling what I wanna eat, he already thinking of Bak Ku Teh... Like I always say, whenever I start to think, he will receive my signal... LOL... But he's thinking of having it at Jalan Sultan while I thought of Tiong Bahru. Of course in the end, we went to Tiong Bahru...

We will be having Mahjong session with Michelle. So after dinner, went to Valley Point to packet our coffee and headed over... Stupid traffic jam, making me wanna sleep. Today will be the first time I am playing Mahjong on my own. Hope won't make too much mistake and kanna scold. LOL...

Arrives at Mich's place slightly later then expected. I guess so far I played well... Beginner's luck, won $15. Heh... Hmmm... Actually was telling Darling that don't wanna see Mich lose but ended up I am the one that's winning her money. Sigh... But we are already playing 10cent/20cents le. Felt abit bad about it... Ended our session around 2am cos we accompany her till her hubby comes home.

Afterwhich, we headed to Mustafa. Need to get the memory card for the camera we borrow from Mich. Now that I realise, Sony's camera can only use Sony's card. At first Darling was saying if wanna buy a new camera but thinking not wanting to spend so much money before the trip. Anyway I think we won't be using a camera too often. Maybe later ba... But for sure if we were to get a new camera, it must be Sony, so we won't waste this card. Bought some medicine and grocery from Mustafa before heading for supper... Redhill's Maggie Goreng.

Hee... I thought this stall opens 24hrs but.... Anyway, I haven't been there since last June / July. What a disappointment... But Darling suggest to eat at Clementi and commented nice. And so we went. I am greedy to have a egg and cheese prata. lol... can't finish, as usual. Headed home after that. Sweet!!!

2010-01-20T22:44:00.000+08:00

Today's BF turn to do delivery cos his bro have Kendo class. I followed him around when he doing his work. Travelling from one place to another... But it's very relaxing, like normal going for a spin...

Before our last stop at Tampines, which is next to Michelle's block as we need to meet her to borrow her camera for our HK Trip. We went to Bedok South wanting to get some junk food from Pasam Malam but who knows, P.M finished le. So we had our dinner at the Hawker Center.

After dinner, went over to Tampines. Sit and chit chatted with Michelle for awhile then left le. Quite bored and tiring for the day. Don't know why also... Sianz... Home sweet home with BF... :)

9 more days to flying off... Faster faster come...

2010-01-19T15:36:00.003+08:00

Today meeting Ed for Coffee during his interval after attending his Company's First Aid courses and before his Talk at Starhub Center. We went to Jalan Membina, accompanied him dinner and chit chat awhile, very soon he need to rush off le. Very haEd... (Hardworking Ed) Lolx...

Lately have been having late dinner and also been craving Fried Chicken from Yishun for so long... So today BF bought me to Yishun to satisfy my craves. After dinner, we walked over to Northpoint to get our coffee from Starbucks then headed to Yishun dem or Seletar Reservoir. Don't know what you call that.

We sat there awhile, chit chat and enjoy our coffee then he dropped me home le. As today BF need to go entertain so will only accompany me till about 10+ / 11. But he says only take him 1hr or max 2 hr and he will come back for me again. At around 1am, he called and asked me if I wanted any supper but I ain't hungry. And BF says he will be leaving soon and will get me my favourite Coffee... :)))

It's raining heavily out there. Hope BF won't get drenched... He arrives before 2am, face all red... OMG!!! Heard from him that because he need to leave early hence got to drink 8-9 glasses of martell... Poor thing... Heart heart BF...

2010-01-18T14:51:00.001+08:00

Last week BF already mention to ask me accompany him to bring Debbie to see doctor. So we met up around 3pm and headed to Balestier.

Debbie was having some sort of swollen on her nose although it had been removed like few years back? Can't remember. But this time, the doc says it's a cancer. Really sad to hear that although it's the 1st time I see Debbie but she's already 10 yrs old. Can you imagine the bond between them? Sigh... I was thinking if one day Meow Meow were to leave me, will I be sad. But I realise I won't lei, unless it's Chloe. I guess I still love Chloe more although she might have forgotten about me le.

Been pondering if I should give Meow2 away as whenever I look at him, I will think of that jerk. But Mummy & Uncle seems to be getting along quite well with Meow2 le. Whenever I am not at home, they are the one accompanying him or vice versa. Uncle even bath together with him... LOL... Sigh...

After seeing the doc, sent Debbie back to Audrey's home. Then we headed to Corporation Road, wanted to eat my fav 虾酱鸡 but it's not open. So anyhow fill the stomach abit, then as BF is waiting for a call to get his stuff done so we headed to Kallang. Bought coffee and relax awhile there before heading to Bedok to meet up his best friend. Accompanied him to eat AGAIN at Geylang. BF really can eat sia... And they chit chatted there awhile till 10+ then we parted.

Went to Clarke Quay as our GX5 ticket is expiring today. Hmm.. The G-Max is definitely scarier then GX5. And BF is kindda stressed out today by his work so am glad that after playing, he's feeling better. And by the way hor... Playing with me is not the FIRST TIME BF is playing this 2 games, I should say he's quite used to the rides le. But still no matter what, it can really help you relax. Just that it isn't that cheap for that few minutes. :) BF says the next time he play again will be when I wanna play. Sweet bo??? :)))

After the game, we went to packet coffee and watched online movie again. This time is "Coming Soon". Then around 4 or 5am, we went to have supper. My fav 五花肉 and HSH after that. I need more supper to gain back my weight... Jiayou!!!

2010-01-17T06:24:00.004+08:00

Today is Indochine with BF and Michelle.... It was around 8pm when we meet up, headed to Lavender Food Court for Prawn Mee. Michelle was saying not coming out le cos it's so late already, so I actually bought along my lappy when being asked by BF.

While having our dinner, BF was saying Michelle might wanna come out again... Think she somehow felt awkward to come out with us.... But told him it's ok de la... Anyway, with or without another person around, we also chat the same way. No difference. So we went to pick her up from home after dinner then headed to Indochine Wisma....

Its the same feeling like the last 2 times when I went alone with BF. Still able to relax and better this time perhaps cos with Michelle to chat along with... Tonight I am trying Tequila Sunrise and Lychee Martini... Nice nice... :D Hang out till around 1am then headed to Geylang for frog leg porridge... It's definitely nicer then the 3+2 in Chinatown although it's cheaper... 一分钱一分货. :D

After supper, send Michelle back to Pasir Ris then we still continue our movie session at Starbucks... This time round we finished the show almost 6am. Aren't we sporting??? LOLx... Poor BF must be very tired and following day have to get up early to bring Debby (Debbie) not sure the spelling to the Vet. But so am I, cos I will be accompanying him there. About 5-6 hours to recoup my beauty sleep. Nitez....

2010-01-16T18:32:00.005+08:00

Yesterday BF was mentioning wanna go Zara (his fav) to see if got any nice clothes but we were saying since going HK le then might as well go there then see see look look. If couldn't get anything from there then buy from Zara... But today, fickle minded him still suggested to go shopping at Vivo... LOLx... This BF is sure to be vain... :)

We had dinner at Mummy's work place as she called and say haven't been seeing me for a long long time... As in awake stage. Cos I usually returned home around 4 or 5 in the morning... Ok, so let her see me abit ba. Oh ya... I lose 3 kG sia... OMFG!!! It's really scary cos my weight has been maintaining at 40KG for the longest time no matter how much / less I ate. So my conclusion was... Perhaps lately I have been having only 1 meal a day, sometimes waited too long hence not much appetite and plus all the coffee intake... Sigh....

And so, BF says not to stop my coffee totally but cut down on it. Sweet right? We headed to Vivo after dinner and guess what??? The 1st place we went to is Starbucks, darn... But can only order 1 glass... Hmmp... I guess I drink more then BF... LOLx... Was waiting for him outside while he go browse for any nice clothes... Then we went to Pet Safari to see puppies and bought treats for Meow Meow...

The rest of the evening is spent walking around, resting awhile with ciggies... But at 1 short period, got irritated by a call... That jerk's mother... It's really pissing me off big time. And mood got affected abit. BF is sweet enough to give me the privacy while I am on the line and sensitive enough to feel that something is wrong. I told him about it and got consoled... :))) (Hearts)

Later we went to chill out at Brotzeit. BF decides the drinks for me as I am not a beer drinker.. Hmmm... It's nice though... And I find that just by sitting down relax, not necessary to chat but enjoying the silence is a good form of relaxation too... Unlike the past, always drinking, drinking and still drinking at pubs... Although there's KTV, Pools, Cards and dice game to play but it's still so boring... I love this kind of relax drinking session.. So much thanks to BF for bringing me back to life...

Have you guessed it? 15th Jan @ 4:55am??? BF and I are together. :)))

ok, 2 of you were right. But I am still uncertain hence didn't admit. Sorry!!!

After the small drinks... We headed to Clarke Quay. I know from the moment when I have a mood swing, BF would suggest to bring me there. Well, the last time we went but I chickened out... LOLs... But this time no matter what, I won't be disappointing him anymore. We decided to take both G-Max and GX 5. I was thinking 要死就一次死吧 but I am not so lucky. Th G-Max is down so we only played GX5. As it will be cheaper when you play both together hence, we will be going back these 2 days for G-MAX. Haha... I am having butterfly in the stomach when waiting for our turn.... The screaming is scaring me.

Finally it's our turn. We were chatting when going up.... But lucky that I noticed the staff asked who wanna be the pilot. Although I don't know what's that but I pointed at BF... Hahaha... Now I know, he's the one to control when to drop down... LOL... And so, when he's chatting with me when we are up there, I stopped him... Cos I guess he's trying to divert my attention then let it drop without me knowing... I guess if he success, I will definitely freak out. But as I knew it, so actually it's not that scary... Haha!!!

After the game, walked around Clarke Quay for awhile then decided to go with BF's plan. He suggested to laze around Starbucks for coffee and online movie. But I was thinking there isn't any toilet nearby at Liat Tower hence suggested East Coast Mac Cafe. After arriving to East Coast, when BF went to the back seat wanting to retrieve his lappy then he realised / thought he forgotten to bring his lappy... Was laughing about it on how forgetful he is. But told him, it's ok, just take a walk around ECP.

Later I told him if he really want to watch movie then we can head back to my place to get my lappy as I have already downloaded a few new horror movie then we can head to Liat Tower. He agreed so we headed off... The best part of all, when we parked the car and I was about to go to the back seat to take my lappy and jacket, guess what I saw??? BF's lappy was right there on the floor of my back seat. I was like ??? Isn't your lappy here? LOLx... The scenario at that point was really funny... What a cute silly BF... Just so lovable!!! :p

Watched a Thai Horror show, enjoyed my fav coffee till 4-5am. And it's HSH after that... :D

2010-01-15T17:50:00.002+08:00

Program installed for today is either a healthier Prawning or Flyz or Movie... Hmmm... Actually have noted that BF haven't been meeting his friends for Flyz for a long time. So had prepare that he will need some relaxation of his own...

But sweet BF still gave me a few option to choose from... Being greedy, I choosed Movie and Prawning... Heh... Anyway, we didn't book any ticket as we be watching after Prawning so just in case anything goes wrong and anyway the wee hours movies shouldn't be too packed, I guessed...

Went to People's Park to collect our Air Ticket, we headed to Pasir Ris to pick up Michelle and her bf. Then went to Bedok North for Bak Chow Mee (Pardon my spelling). Afterwhich, Michelle's bf decide to go home and sleep instead of Prawning so sent him back and we headed to get our coffee before Prawning.

Not too long, Daniel & gf arrives but seems like all not really in the mood to Prawn hence change of plan to Mahjong Session instead. In fact I am also interested in Mahjong Session. Cos I can learn and I know BF will let me play. Heh... Hope I didn't make him lose any money... But after all, I would say, still a NOOB... LOL...

As usual, ended at 2am. BF and I headed to Cineleisure for Movie at 3.50am. "SPY NEXT DOOR". Very interesting movie. It's again still wee hour that we ended our day / night. But it's our first date, I am curious to know what will be the difference compare to our previous meet-up. Seriously, I find that we are still the same. Still can chat and joke as per normal. Very relaxing, stress'less... I love this feeling, I am happy w the decision. Let's hope all will be well. :)

2010-01-14T06:09:00.003+08:00

Today finally met up with Ed... It's been soooo long... Have been on MSN with him and Senior... Actually knowing Ed for so long, it's always him that is listening to my sorrow... He never really utter any negative things to me. This is the 1st time and I felt finally my ears can be of use to him... LoL...

Ed have been helping me to check on the jerks' outcome... Actually when talking to Senior the night before, decision has been made to get him out of my life... Seriously I also think that I have to move on... But I am really not pondering because of him. Just that certain things hasn't been made clear hence I felt bad about it.

Had drinks with Ed at my house downstairs and nice of him to accompany me till Senior arrives... Can't remember when is the last time I sit at the coffee shop down there. Guess most of them that knows me would know that I don't like to hang around my neighbourhood.

Today's program is with Daniel and gf. To have Durians... LOL... Before that we go for our dinner first at Lavender Food Court. Thinking alike again, we both loves the BIG Prawn Mee there... But... it's not open. Sianz... In the end, Senior order ...... don't know what's that. I don't have much appetite hence only tasted one pcs.. Had a feeling that I lose some weight lately, shall go and weight soon...

Durians session is at Kovan area. By right thinking of bringing Daniel and his gf to Marina Barrage but they're tired after visiting the Zoo and Bird Park so our appointment ended after the session. And so, we went to get our Fav drinks from Liat Tower and headed to Marina Barrage. This seems to be also our Fav hangout to watch movies...

As usual, the relax session there is always good. Finished the Thai Horror at around 4+ then headed for a hot drinks as the night is darn windy and freaking cold. HSH after that. Hmmm... still hanged on MSN for awhile... It all started at 4:55am 15th Jan 2009... :)))

2010-01-13T05:38:00.001+08:00

Today Senior's program is Mahjong Session. With Michelle, the Mummy to be and Daniel (His friend that returns from Sheng Zhen) And Michelle, same as sister (Winnie Tan) always can't sleep at night during pregnancy and has been longing to play Mahjong... And so, nice Junior agreed to accompanied Senior to play. Anyway, I like to learn abit also... Heh...

Senior picked me up and as its still a little early to meet up Daniel and his gf so we went to Valley Point Starbucks to get our Fav Coffee. Laze around awhile then headed to pick them up from their hotel for dinner. Today's dinner is Bak Ku Teh at Balestier... Actually asked Senior to decide what to eat while suddenly I crave for BKT. However I know I don't need to tell him cos I feel that he will suggest that too... And so, I am right...

After dinner headed to Michelle's place. Hmm.. Senior let me play a few hand but I would say I am very very noob in it. Really couldn't hands on to it but I guess it's ok la... I don't wanna be a pro gambler... Ended the session at 2am, dropped Daniel and gf then we head to Mr Bean for Coffee... Yes... It's Coffee again... Haha... Sat around till 4+ then HSH... (smile)

2010-01-12T05:12:00.005+08:00

Hmm.... Can't really remember very clearly about today. Today met up around 3+ to go confirm our air ticket. LOL... Looking forward to it!!!

Its raining when Senior came to pick me up, lucky for me cos he had jio'ed to play G-Max... I never played that before and it's been a long long time since I took any adventure rides... It's definitely freaking me out. All thanks to the rain that I managed to postpone it.

After the travel agency, walk over to Chinatown's Hawker to have my favourite Chicken Rice. The last time we missed it cos Chicken all sold out. : ) After dinner, went to Cathay to watch Vampire Assistant. Find that it's more of a comedy... Hmmm... Quite nice. Initially before the movie, I was having a little bit of mood swing so Senior bought me to Starbucks for my FAV.

It definitely makes me feel better... And Senior seems to be very busy on the phone and says that he won't be accompanying me till late today so was the next few days... Hmmp... Already mood swing still telling me this, jitao sian'ed 1/2... But after the show, he ask if I wanna have Frog Leg Porridge. By right, on the 1st of Jan I said I will stop eating Frog Leg for a month but the temptation is there... Hehe...

As Senior is meeting his friend at Chinatown to pass something at around 10+. And there's still a little time so Senior suggested to go play G-Max and GX5. I thought I will be brave enough to play and so I agreed. But upon reaching there, looking at the people playing for couple of rounds, I got frighten... LOLx... In the end, I chickened out. I felt so bad and pai say cos wasted a trip there... But Senior isn't angry cos he know after seeing others playing, my mood swing will go aways also. :) And, we went to have our supper instead.

At the end of the day also never left me alone too early. But after supper we HSH le... Its good to end our night early too cos everyday I get to sleep more then Senior... Although lately I have been getting up earlier but still rested more then him... Get more rest ba, my dearest Senior. And good night all... :)

2010-01-11T04:54:00.002+08:00

Today Senior's friend is coming back from Sheng Zhen for a week. Initially I thought we won't be meeting up at all till around early evening he asked if I wanna join them for dinner. His friend also named Daniel is coming back with his girlfriend and I tag along with them for dinner in the end.

We dined at Keppel Club (Para Makan) I think so... The food is nice... Hmmm... Actually before Daniel is back, I heard quite a number of negative remarks about him... But judging a person from another's mouth? That's so not Vava. Apparently I find that he's quite polite and friendly. Fabulous dinner overall...

Senior and I intend to go down to Indochine after dinner as his friend was off on Sunday so we didn't drop by. But Daniel and his gf wanted to go Labrador park and Mt Faber for a walk and asked us if we wanna join them. After Labrador Park, we didn't wanna join them to Mt Faber le cos they are couple while Senior and I wasn't so it's like abit ermmm... Weird???

Instead we suggested Oosh to them and they are happy to come along. This time we didn't take the roof top seats, instead we took the garden seats w a min spending of $80. But I think it's quite ok la cos the last time Senior and I came out with a bill of $120 for 2 persons. I would say the Garden side is quite comfortable too and with more privacy. Cos the server will only come by when we press the button if we needed them. As usual, not allow to smoke there but we heck care... LOLs...

Didn't stay late cos Daniel has a meeting the following morning. Left around 12+. Reached home was msn'ing with Brainy and Senior when I suddenly felt hungry. It was just an passing remarks which I didn't even notice it myself... And all of a sudden, Senior says to go down at 2.30am as he need to pass me something. I was like, huh??? What thing? Why so serious... And he insisted its important... Brainy was guessing maybe he come ta bao supper for me.

Yes, you are right. When I went down, he passed me my favourite 五花肉. I was really surprised and touched that he go all the way to Chinatown to packet my fav for me... I really don't know what to say at that time. Just felt that he shouldn't have. Anyway, he accompanied me downstairs to finish my supper and I was saying, why no drinks? LoLxxx... He says there's not enough time. But still, we drove to Liat Tower again to have our coffee. Envy me for having a nice Senior to pamper me??? (Smile)

Sat around there drinking and chatting till now. I am home at 5am. Was thinking finally a 2nd time we ended our appointment early and can tuck in early but ended up, still is around this timing. Senior really make me felt like a princess all over again... So many many thanks to you. Nitez nitez... Tomorrow we shall go and confirm our air ticket to Hong Kong... So happy...

Vava is going to Hong Kong from 29th Jan - 02nd Feb... Disneyland, I am coming... So very very happy & excited... Another thanks to Senior for making this happens to the poor Junior whom haven't been working for the past 6 or is it 7 months???I will definitely cherish this trip as I have been wanting to go on a holiday ever since I moved out from Andy's. I need a break away from Singapore so much... And finally it's coming. I hope nothing will go wrong like my every year's birthday. Hope this Leo can break away all the curse that Virgo has lay on me. Finally my life isn't surrounded by Virgo anymore. :D

2010-01-10T04:45:00.004+08:00

This Sunday decides not to go by our routine. Heh...Met up with Senior around 5pm??? I think so... We drive to Elias Park for dinner. The place call Summer Breeze??? Can't remember... LoL... As Senior's gastric is not in good condition so I suggested Zhi Cha... Order an omelet and 2 other his favorite dishes, Hot Pot Black Pepper Beef and 豆芽炒咸鱼. If you know, Vava doesn't eat Beef and 豆芽 de... But for Senior's sake ( KCT KCT KCT ), no choice and also I can learn to try more things...

After dinner, wanted or thought of catching a movie since there's nothing to do. Went to Cathay but couldn't decide on whether to watch the Morgan's or Vampire Assistant so decide not to watch at all.

Finally, we bought our usual fav coffee and headed to Marina Barrage again.... This time there're more people flying kites, it's quite enjoyable looking at them. And as it's a Sunday, there're more people compare to the last time we are there. In the end, stay till 10+ or 11 then we headed back le. Consider an early night for us both after soooo long...

2010-01-09T03:53:00.004+08:00

Today went to shop around for cheap Travel Agency with Senior. There's really alot of agency at Chinatown... But we decided to just visit 3 company and compare.

After that, we went to Suntec as Senior needs to buy something from there and also had our Coffee routine at Starbucks. Sat there till around 8+. Was thinking where to have dinner and I thought of Oosh (www.oosh.com.sg) as Brainy mentioned that place earlier on when he celebrates his New Eve there. But I didn't suggest to Senior cos I think he needed a proper meal. However, he's always able to read my mind. When he says, let's try out Oosh... I was like... Ermmm....

Oosh is really a nice place. Just love the natural environment there. We ordered a Dory and Crayfish w Sambal and 6 glasses of Mock / Cocktail... Definitely going to cover the rest of the area as it's rather big there and we choose the sky / roof-top seats (not sure what they call that). Chilled out there till around 1am then headed to have my favourite 五花肉. It's around 3am when I reach home. Stay online for awhile then went to vavaland le... One more enjoyable night.

2010-01-08T03:42:00.003+08:00

Nowadays like every day or every other day will be meeting Senior / Boy-friend. Anyway, he's Daniel.

Today Dan suggested something healthy and relaxing.... He's meeting his friend Michelle for prawning at Pasir Ris... Met up around 8+, went to pick up Mic then headed to Changi Village to buy worms for prawning. Had our late dinner there and off we headed to Pasir Ris.

It's the 1st time I go prawning and sad to say, 我没有收获. LOL... Was looking at them prawn and also watching drama from Dan's lappy... It's really a hobby that trains patience. haha... Prawned for about 4hours, till around 3+ then the most enjoyable part was eating the prawns. The chilli that Michelle's friend provide was damn nice. Totally enjoyed myself...

Sent Michelle and her hubby home. We are suppose to head home but senior always seems to be able to read my mind, and we went to Liat Tower for my Mocchiatto AGAIN... Hehe... Chatted awhile then headed home le cos this few days Senior didn't sleep much... Home Sweet Home...

2010-01-07T02:37:00.001+08:00

Hmmm... Have been telling Senior that we should find one day go singing... Haven't been singing since I am having a bad cough and throat is seriously affected...

Today, Senior jio to go BQ as it's his friend's birthday. In the past, I wouldn't tag along to join people that I don't know much... Esp like this time round, Seniors ex gf (Audrey) will be there too... Nothing much but just awkward.

Really happy that I can finally opened myself up and trying to enlarge my circles of friend, all thanks to the help of Senior. He's been helping me to lead a different life... Much healthy except for tonight only la... His friends are all a friendly bunch... Enjoyed myself very much, chatted alot with Audrey as well.

We actually intend to end the night early and go continue our 4bia(2) as the last round battery running out hence didn't complete the show. But in the end, we got too carried away and even joined Audrey, her bf (Kun) and her brother (Wen Kai) to Sebai... Drank alot alot that night, chatted alot with Audrey and have so much fun... Audrey is a very nice girl, I think she's pretty and very cute... Before hand I heard alot from Senior about her and is sure to confirm she's every guy's dream girl... As per Senior, he's glad that we get along well too... As in can blend in with his group of friends...

Audrey thought Senior and I was an item cos we addressed each other as boyfriend & girlfriend but in actual fact we are only boy-friend & girl-friend. LoL... Till she mentioned then I recall actually I knew Senior not more then a month only. Remember I know him on the 18th of Dec'09 but we seems like meeting up more then 30 times le... Hahaha... Good friend (知音人) are hard to come by, I will cherish Senior alot alot alot... : )

After Sebai, we drop them off and headed to West Coast Mac Cafe... Bought our drinks and continue our show at the park... Was damn tired... LOLx... Reached home around 8am. Mummy called so Senior and I accompanied her to breakfast.... It was H.S.H (Home Sweet Home) after that.

This is Audrey's bro... The lady (Eunice) knew at Sebai

That's Audrey and her bf. Senior & I

Senior & Junior

2010-01-06T02:27:00.004+08:00

Today I am the one whom make the planning... Senior had been nagging at me to come face up with reality...

After more then a year, finally I master up enough courage to step into M.B (Marina Barrage) again. It's a place I loved so much but didn't dare go near it ever since... Plan of the day is a night picnic. LOL.... Senior says wanna try my cooking skill... Not a fabulous meal though... Just the chicken wings I fried... Hahaha...

The plan goes... Liat Tower to packet my favourite, Mocchiatto with the Wings I make and travel to M.B. This time I really get to enjoy the whole place... We sat around chatting, looking at people playing kites, enjoying the views, coffee, wings, etc... And most of all, we bought along lappy to watch 4bia(2)... It's really an enjoyable night...

I so loving MARINA BARRAGE... I loves my Senior's accompany so much... 师兄, 谢谢你了!

2010-01-04T19:46:00.000+08:00

I am turning into a coffee freaks very soon... Last Sunday, I had a cup of Hot Caramel Mocchiatto but as the movie is starting soon hence I didn't finish it. And yesterday I am so freaking craving for the smell and taste of it...

Was lying on bed watching my series and suddenly felt like going online. Saw an offline msg from Senior, saying he's glad to see me sleeping so early... LoL... But I wasn't. It's 3+ in the morning when I told him about the craves and guess what??? He asked me, same coffee want anot? I never know there's 24hrs Starbucks. We met up at 3.40am and headed to Liat Tower... The feeling to taste the coffee again is soooo shiock... Thanks Senior...

Hanged around and chatted till around 5 then headed home... Have a nice sleep ever after... :)))

Biggest thanks to Ed for your help... Hearts...

2010-01-03T04:12:00.000+08:00

Today is like last Sunday... Meeting the same person, doing the same thing and even watching the same movie as last week...

Heh... Yes, we decided to watch Avatar again but in 3D this time... I would say, the result is much better. Thanks Brainy for telling me that the 3D is great and that you are also watching a 2nd time... :)

Last week was Indochine before movie, this time is the other way round... Getting to like the place more, it's really very relaxing and enjoyable at the same time... Maybe because at least the companion doesn't bores me...

Went to Henderson Wave after that... Find that the feeling there is much better then East Coast... The past few times we didn't seat long at East Coast but here, we sat for 3 long hours... I am glad to find a friend that can sit with me silently... Not necessary to chit chat, just enjoy the quiet moments each with its own thoughts. Thanks Dan... You are really a fabulous friend.

2010-01-01T05:17:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year... So wanted to watch Fireworks today but Dan says Shear's Bridge is closed... At first his friends suggested Sentosa but was worrying if the road nearer to the beach will be closed anot so changed plan to Dragonfly... What a small world, his friends are my neighbours...

Didn't really enjoy cos the place is damn packed and I don't really like clubbing... But somehow compared to X'mas Eve (staying @ hm), I would rather be out. Stayed there till around 5+ then went for breakfast near my house. Slept for 2hrs then because of my own kpo, agree to accompany Dan do his Pet Taxi job so following him around... Its so hot and tiring though only sitting in the car... But he bought me to places I never been to before... Like the organic farm, etc... Its an eye opening for me... :)

Pick up the customer at 3.30pm, dropped them then headed home. Couldn't sleep all the way till 1am, met up with him again to Orchard TCC for coffee and his supper. No where to go too... Ended up, relax at Central... Sitting on those steps opposite Clarke Quay, chit chatting... Its amazing for him not to be at Flyz on Friday, that's what he says... LOLz... Now finally some healthy lifestyle. Sit around till 5am then headed home now le... I need more healthy lifestyles.... :)))

2009-12-30T05:03:00.000+08:00

Cant really remember what I been doing yesterday. Wednesday went out with Dan planning to go Cosybay but only to find out that the place has been closed down after we reaches the place... Couldn't think of a place to go in Singapore, totally sickening.... Finally went to Fullerton to chill out, relax with some Ice Wine... Very nice atmosphere there for some good relaxation.

It's Jeri's birthday. Never met this person before but when he added me in FB, he mentioned he's my cousin's ex schoolmate hence didn't wanna be rude... Started chatting with him beginning this year then stopped for like 6-7 months then this 2 days starts chatting (MSN) again... Agree to arrange a meet up together with my cousin but he asked me to join him for his birthday. At first feeling quite awkward but later Dan doesn't mind to go with me so we headed to Boat Quay...

Never regret knowing this new friend though never talk much with him. Had a late night till 4+ then Dan & I headed for supper... Home sweet home then...

2009-12-28T18:24:00.005+08:00

Finally got out of home yesterday. Met up with Dan and headed to Indochine (Wisma) as he's meeting his friend there. Had a glass of Illusion... Quite nice and find that the atmosphere there is good too...

Catching AVATAR at Cathay at 23:00. Its a 165 mins movie. But darn nice. Action / Adventure isn't really my type but I never regret watching this. And you guys should catch it too. After movie, went for frog leg porridge that I have been craving for the past few days. Got home around 3.30am... Stay online for awhile then went to bed le...

Cough is getting bad, woke up this morning around 8am by the continuous coughing... Then realised my fever is back again. Took medi, went back to sleep all the way till evening... I wanna celebrate New Year Eve since I missed out my X'mas... Please let me get well soon... I will drink lots of lots of water, promise... : (

2009-12-27T05:01:00.002+08:00

Actually no intention to blog today... Have been sick this two days, starting from Tuesday - Sore throat, followed by cough, flu and finally fever... All this kept me at home on X'mas Eve...

Today feeling slightly better but still feeling abit weak to go out. Dan msg'ed around 1am+ saying he's at Dragonfly... And said must get me out of home... LoLx... Very kind of him to offer to bring me out for coffee or Partyworld if I feel like singing... Hahaha... I don't have the voice to sing now... Thanks for your kindness...

Promise him that I will get out of home tomorrow, so long no alcohol, I don't mind going anywhere... Think I need some fresh air also rather then hiding in my room...

And oh yeah... It's Brainy that asked me to blog today... He's so sweet. Although he's not at home, he still came online via mobile to keep me accompany... Even wanna buy frog leg porridge for me but due to some better not to mention reason, I can't have the porridge. But I guess the stall at Chinatown is closed also... But he still ordered Mac Breakfast for me... So far only 2 person order mac for me before... 1st was Ed aka Dino & 2nd is Brainy... So sweetttttt.... Now I can go take my medi with a full stomach and rest early le... Thanks SOMEONE.... Nitez...

2009-12-24T23:42:00.002+08:00

Merry X'mas to ALL !!!

Merry Christmas to you, 大肚腩...

2009-12-23T16:35:00.003+08:00

Hmm... Yesterday went out very last min to Mr Bean. Really like the anti-alcohol feeling... Heh... So unlike me right??? I am no longer the Vava that always wanted to drink... Auntie liao, so health come first. Don't wanna make anyone worried. Esp my (is it still mine) 大肚腩...

Really quite relaxing sitting there chatting over coffee (Iced Latte to be exact). The last time I been to Mr Bean was like 5-6 years ago and don't really like it there cos it's too crowded. But last night, the atmosphere is just nice... Sometimes just a short drive out, doesn't need to spend much yet still able to occupy your time and also relax yourself is more then good enough... ;P

2009-12-22T20:46:00.002+08:00

Haven't been to a beach for a long long time... Really longing to go. The last time was last year, walking under the rain with a fool that shelter me with an umbrella and got himself drenched... :p But it was really fun and still an unforgettable night to me.

Yesterday suppose to join Dan at Indochine but I suggested we go to the beach instead. Heh...

On the way to pick up Jen, it suddenly rain... Sianz 1/2... Picked up Jen and she suggest we go to Resort (Thai Disco) located at East Coast. Hmm... this is the 1st Thai Disco that I went which isn't crowded and messy at all... Quite like the place and the song sang...

Chilled till around 2+, Jen and her friend left me and Dan. So we went to take a walk along the beach before heading to supper.... Freaking tired when I got home at 4+, shower and doze off almost immediately... Sweet sweet dreams...

2009-12-21T15:09:00.002+08:00

Finally my internet is back to life... Without it, it's really like hell for me... But all thanks to friends whom helped by asking me out...

Birthday Eves, no celebration. Chill out at the lesbian pub along K.P. Actual day had a small celebration at a pub located in Kovan... Thanks guys for the little getogether... Muackz...

But missed most, is you. Hope you enjoy yourself in this coming festive... All friends, to end this year well and let's welcome 2010 together... :P

2009-12-11T21:02:00.004+08:00

You are really freaking me out.... Not when all this happened, I wouldn't have found out all your ugly truth... OMG... I really really don't know what to say about you now. Even your very own friend advice me not to give you a 2nd chance.

I really pity you and your close ones... why are you doing all these things? How could you be leading a life like this? You are really pissing me off big time...

Tell me what I should do about you? I didn't want to tell my family members about what happened to you cos I don't want you to have NO FACE to face them... Yet my mum still siding with you and telling me to give in to you..... You are really great in your lies that you can win my parents heart behind my back...

Really thanks for this BIG BIRTHDAY SURPRISE / GIFT from you...

2009-12-10T19:14:00.003+08:00

I have wronged you... This time you are finally not lying but I know the reason behind it, you are still keeping from me. I asked A for help. He told me that he can't tell me much in case... And I didn't prompt him either cos I don't need to know the fact, I just want you to be fine.

I really don't understand why you kept lying to me? Why are you keeping the facts from me? If I have know the truth earlier, I might know what to do now. I am so lost now, I don't know what I can do to help you. Will continue praying for you.

And YOU... Said that you can make it this week. But why didn't I hear from you at all? I really needed a drink and a very trustable companion now. Is it because Dd did something behind my back? Without me knowing? I keep having this thoughts now cos he's always holding on to my phone and I don't know what he did behind my back. Did he messaged you anything hence you didn't contact me or even dropped the idea of meeting up?

You must be suffering in there last night, just like I do. I couldn't sleep abit the whole night thinking if you were telling me the truth. With Ed's encouragement, I finally called up the number you called me yesterday only to find out the truth. I really want to help you, what can I do? Sigh....

2009-12-10T02:42:00.002+08:00

Please tell me that this is just one of the many other lies that you have told me. I think this time I would rather you are lying then seeing you suffer.

If this is for real, it means.... It's a truth that my birthday always bring disasters to me. I guess it have only been once when I have a sweet one but however it is still a reminder of a sad ending... I knew that this year would be the same but never do I expect it to be so bad.

Sigh... Are you punishing me? Or it's heaven punishing me? Punish me for being greedy? Seriously I am not. You have got it all wrong. I am just wishing to keep my friendship with no lust involved. If this is the reason for you to lie and punish me, you are really silly.

But no matter what, I will give you the benefit of doubts that you won't lie to me anymore and I will be here praying for you. For you can spend your CNY with freedoms.

2009-12-09T21:58:00.004+08:00

I AM LOST!!!!!!!

You are 101% - A JERK!!!

2009-12-05T19:22:00.007+08:00

I want a PINK PSP...

2009-11-28T13:32:00.001+08:00

爱情 是骗一个人把心挖出来之后，在一走了之的游戏。

2009-11-24T13:04:00.002+08:00

缘分 是人说服自己相信一份感情的借口

2009-11-23T18:32:00.007+08:00

在这个地球上，有很多人都不懂得如何去爱，只懂得找一段感情说服自己沉寄在爱里而已。

相爱和相处是个很大的学问，但我们不能致疑爱，我们只能致疑关系和缘分的不足，而不是爱本身。

终有一天，你会等到你爱的人，打开大门。

每段恋爱都有它可贵的地方，一生中要有几次爱，才算是不枉此生？明早我们走在路上，也许会遇到一份新的真爱。

2009-11-22T23:50:00.002+08:00

Long time no updates, I know... Basically there's nothing much to update. Who is still catching my blog? Are you still there??? :D

Sigh... All that's on my mind now is........

非常非常怀念去年的这个时后，每一天都过的很开心。每各一天都在期待着后天的你，就这么盼望着见面的那一刻。时间过得很快。。。又一年了，听说时间能让伤口复和，听说时间能淡化，可是为什么我觉得就好像是昨天才刚分手？为什么画面还那么清楚？咳。。。不管如何，我还是只希望你好。希望你开心。至少在那短短的几个月，我学会了 “爱一个人，只要他开心就够了。爱一个人并不一定要拥有他”。这是真心的。

I... miss miss missing you badly.

2009-10-07T03:24:00.002+08:00

I have been having this feeling today, the whole day. An indescribable feelings till I saw this online when I couldn't sleep now.

Quickie

Why are you doubting yourself lately? You can deal with this, and you know it.
Overview

No matter how dire things look today -- and they could look pretty bad indeed -- you need to buck up and let people see that you're in control. You can handle anything that comes your way today.

2009-10-01T15:55:00.002+08:00

Trip postponed again to further notice cos of the stupid weather or whatever you call it in Australia... Although we don't need to pay for the air ticket cos it's sponsored by Dd's company but we have also arranged our air ticket from Aus - HK. And it's from out own pocket... Sad...

I am utterly disappointed now... Hmmp!!!

A message to Ed.

Sorry for not replying your message, I am not in the mood to talk to anyone or replying any messages at the moment... Vava will be back to you soon... But anw, I am fine so no worries k. Huggies....

Happy Children's Day!!!

2009-09-25T15:37:00.002+08:00

Today is the most happiest day cos my 6500 finally able to turn on... The reason of keeping the phone is due to all the messages inside my Inbox/Outbox.

Although the condition of the phone is still unstable but still manage to run thru all those messages once again. It's a memory meant to be kept down in the heart forever... And currently my SF480 is down too... Only manage to turn back on today and saw a message received on the 23rd. Lucky it's still able to receive.

I am happy to receive this message but I would rather the word "No other tots" wasn't there. Of course I already know after so long but it's better to be left not mentioned. (Get it)???

p.s: The person that you are with will always not be the one you loved most. :p

2009-09-24T23:52:00.001+08:00

Haiz... Our trip postponed again cos Dd is down with a bad stomach flu and high fever. I finally get the chance to practice a nursing job. (Reminds me of something)

I am getting bored over flying... The holiday trip is suppose to be very exciting for me esp I misses Hong Kong so much but now.... Everything seen so boring.

I wanted so much to get back into working life but Dd doesn't allow. That's because he wanted me to only start work after the trip but yet this trip is dragging and dragging... So freaking sianz....

2009-09-18T23:49:00.001+08:00

Went to a new pub with JA today. It's Ken's Pub located off Yio Chu Kang Road. It's a surprise that the place is so crowded but majority with UNCLES & AUNTIES... However the sound system there is really fantastic.

Sigh... But Dd and his friend doesn't like that place and Dd say he will never go there again. I think somehow or rather I know why... 小气鬼!!! Bleah!!!

2009-09-15T23:46:00.000+08:00

Stupid Dd see the date wrongly for his business trip. It's suppose to be 24th instead of 14th... And we were at C & C AGAIN..... Recently have been accompanying them to drink alot. It's really sickening...

I am really getting sick of alcohol nowadays. The thoughts of drinking makes me feeling bored. Lately I rather stay home and watch T.V / Movies instead of stepping out of home.

Anything wrong with me? Or am I just being lazy??? Hmmp....

2009-09-13T20:16:00.002+08:00

Today celebrated Dd's Birthday earlier as we are flying off on 14th. Another Virgo right??? Heh :) Suppose to be celebrating at C & C but they released our reserved table due to some miscommunication. Sigh!!!

Went for those 7th month dinner at Tampines with JA After which, we celebrated his birthday in a Nightclub (Armani) instead... Hmm... Quite bored there, bottom line, it's a boring night...

After that, we still went over to C & C but just Dd and me alone... Left after a few drinks and home sweet home...

Happy Birthday to you!!!

2009-09-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

2009-08-28T23:03:00.003+08:00

Today woken up by dd and rushed me to bath and go out to buy dog food. He's getting bigger and I am starting to suspect if he's a miniature. Well, but I have fallen in love with him so even if he's not, I will still keep him but definitely demand for a discount when buying my female Shih Tzu.

We went to Great World to buy his food and also watched The Final Destination 3D. It's my second time watching a 3D. The first time, in few years back, we were given those paper'ed 3D glasses which I didn't use at all as I didn't know what it's for. Thinking it was just a gifts... Noobies...

So today dd spent $3 x 2 just for me to try it again. This time round, the glasses have to be returned after the show. I would say it's quite interesting except that the glasses makes me feeling giddy throughout the show. And I am still having headache now... Sigh!!! Poor Dd having the same problem but still out to packet supper for me now. How demanding I am, always demanding him to go buy this buy that for me... I have to remind myself daily to treat him better but I just will forget about it. The moment I try to be nice to him, I will be reminded of ...... I know I shouldn't but I couldn't control it. Guess I will have to put in extra effort and hope our trip can improve my attitude towards him. Heart!!!

2009-06-30T16:32:00.001+08:00

2009-05-09T15:38:00.002+08:00

Watched FRIDAY the 13th...

[ Edited ]

Today was another after more then ONE WHOLE NIGHT didn't sleep then rushed home to bath as S.P is picking me up at 1.30pm. My 2nd visits it Sabai... Still the same, such places doesn't interests me, just to drink and drink and drink... It was already 1.15pm when I reached home, took a quick bath, prepared and rush out to meet S.P.

It was then to Toa Payoh to pick up Buddy, S.C, followed by J.T. It's our getaway trip to JB again... This time is in the afternoon so there's more things to do. Shopping, eating, cut hair, etc... In the 5 hours that we are in JB, we were eating and eating all the way... So scary... Other then the traffic jam heading in, the rest is alright.

After which is Studio. Hmm... However the atmosphere isn't very good that night. Not sure why, probably everyone is feeling tired... And, I guess S.P and I couldn't be friend anymore. I have pre warned him, whatever he wanna do, please don't take it that there will be a return. I do not want to compromise anything. So just in case one day when I really decided to get attached but the one isn't him then end up we couldn't even be friend. That's what happening now...

I know I shouldn't be affected by it cos the reason for not accepting is because I wanna observe him longer. I guess I have every right to do that since I ain't young anymore and I do not want to waste years to go and finally realise it's not the right one for me. 女人永远是吃亏的咯. But it's the message that he sent, pissed me off big time. "Saying I am someone that's good in hiding? And good in Lies??? I really wish he can get the person to come straight to my face and repeat it again lor. But anyway, I am ok now. And as I say, so long he step in to the pub and spend money, he's always my customer, it'll be my job to serves.

I am just so glad that, I have proofed myself right. I didn't rush into it when everyone around me keep urging me to give him the chance, I am not a patience person but I am really really glad to be patience this time.

So... Goodbye S.P. I love to have a friend then a enemy but things just couldn't turn out that way anymore. We ain't even friends anymore now. And I thank you for all those you have ever done for me. I did appreciate it before.

Finally.... My Saturday night ended with a Movie with a friend. Friday e 13th. Don't really ask me if the show is nice cos the most exciting part, I fall asleep. But it is definitely scary la... Certain scene... We caught the 3.55am slot and had coffee at The Coffee Club before heading home BY CAB... Off-track abit, FOR ALL's INFORMATION, VAVA ain't those gal that ONLY go out with guys that drives, that owns a car, etc... I rather spend time with my partner in the train or bus and chatting with each other... Although I don't deny that having a transport is also a convenient at times... BUT IT'S NOT A NECESSITY FOR ME!!! PLEASE BE NOTED!!!

2009-05-07T17:21:00.001+08:00

Once again, a new VS collection... Thanks for the sponsor... Muackx...

I am a happy gal today... Yippie...

2009-04-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

I am so so so tired..... I HATES DRIVING...

2009-04-30T07:50:00.003+08:00

Latest VS collection. Thanks alot... I loves it...

2009-04-24T15:57:00.002+08:00

Really hates gadget stuffs. The moment they know you are gonna change them, they will break down on you before you even purchase a new one. YES, I am referring to my long life Nokia 6500 Classic.

Been thinking of getting the Samsung F480 (PINK), been surfing ebay for it. Then very last min recalled that I have a $100 Voucher from M1 as well as I can extend my contract. But goddamnit, it's expiring on 26th April. Just few more days to go hence I intended to get it before this weekend so that I can go buy the accessories from JB during my visit.

Haven't seen him online for some days, messaged and no replies. Finally got to know that he's having Chicken Pox. Guessed so cos he mentioned 2 weeks MC in his MSN nick. Poor thing. And baddie me still make him come out to buy the phone with me cos my line is under his name.

Finally gotten my phone today. Went to Bugis outlet but they doesn't have a Pink set thus got the staff to check which outlet has it. Well, it's Plaza Sing and we went there. So nice of him right? Sitting in his car reminds me of those days when we are still together. The way he drives, makes me angry and wanna tells him off but today, I have to control cos we are no longer linked. He has the right to drive the way he likes. Sigh... But anyway, thanks alot, Andy. Appreciate your effort.

I am beginning to regret getting this phone. It's so difficult to send messages. I have accidentally made a few calls which I am not suppose to call at all. Could it be my nails hence it's more difficult to sms or I just need to get use to it? I don't have a second choice, do I? Feeling so tired now, haven't slept since yesterday. And Sylvester ask me not to go to work today but join him at Fireflies instead. How can I do that? If I can absent from work, I rather rest at home. Can't imagine how I can make it to drive to JB tomorrow. Guess if Cindy is not joining then I will postpone it to Sunday cos Sat is her off day. I am so so so sooooo draining of energy. 1 more hour for me to sleep. Ta'cha!!!

2009-04-23T05:47:00.003+08:00

林宥嘉 - 那首歌

不知道为了什么忧愁它围绕著我

我每天都在祈祷快赶走爱的寂寞

你要我听这一首歌用这首歌离开我

她唱的太美了歌词却很伤人

你为什么不直接提分手

爱人的话不需要重轻轻的说我就懂

接你的车来了表示爱到站了

我站在十字路口对抗心痛一个人

你的黑发现在睡进谁的胸口

你的唇现在跟谁要温柔

一开始你爱我最后你放弃我

还要用千言万语说得委屈你有多难过

爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我

你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞

爱人的话不需要重轻轻的说我就懂

接你的车来了表示爱到站了

我站在十字路口对抗心痛一个人

你的黑发现在睡进谁的胸口

你的唇现在跟谁要温柔

一开始你爱我最后你放弃我

还要用千言万语说得委屈你有多难过

爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我

你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞

My Lastest Online Purchase

2009-04-22T01:29:00.002+08:00

Finally bought and collected my online purchase today...

Victoria Secret Pink Wristlet Bag

Victoria Secret Passport Holder

Mac Concealer

Cover-Up Romper

So looking forward to my JB Shopping trip this weekend... Yippie...

2009-04-21T08:58:00.003+08:00

LOST - Have you ever been lost??? Who haven't? I guess there are many times in our life when we don't even know that we are lost.

The clock is tickling away, the sky turns dark and bright back, the earth is moving and the days get by... I thought everything is fine, I thought I am fine. But I am actually running away from the cruel reality. Keeping myself busy and tired day by day... But I guess this is nothing new to anyone. We have all gone thru this and got by it. It's certainly something that can be over-come, it just take times.

After an encounter yesterday, I told myself I should wake up. Should live my life for myself, should learn from this lesson to understand that no one is different when comes to certain issue. The one whom always reminds and point out to me of the Rotten Apples out there, might be one of them. I have learnt not to be so naive again.

But... How can I ever move on all by myself? The heart is still aching, the feelings of being so numb. There are things that I fear so much. There are nice people, good opportunity that I have no courage to accept. On the contrary, I am also afraid that opportunity don't come by anymore. But how can I be selfish to keep others waiting while I am still indulging in something that's long over...

Every single thing reminds me of him... When someone treats me the way he does, cares for me the way he did, sang me the song he sang, etc... Can I just simply Ctrl, Alt & Del the part of memory that's haunting me nights after nights? It's outrageous...

But I promise, to and myself, 我会好好过. It's never one party's fault and when the day I learnt to not hate you, it means I am letting you go and giving myself a new life. *winkz* I am going for my online shopping. ta cherie....

2009-04-19T17:59:00.002+08:00

Not working today hence slept till kindda late. It's frog leg porridge again today but it's at Geylang. Don't pamper me too much, I will take you for granted. :))

After dinner, went down to Studio to have a short drink. It's an enjoyable night, left around 12mn. I am really exhausted... Mentally and physically. Give me some energy please please please...